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    It has been a month or so since then, I don't even know.  Time seems to slip me lately, since I am so damn depressed.  I have been quiet at work, not wanting to talk to anyone at all...  Jeremy is concerned about me...  Mike... I don't know what to say about him.  He can be so god damn infuriating at times, especially since he is beyond grumpy.  I understand why he is, he is depressed, but so am I.  
    My phone sounds, startling me.  Mike is calling me...  What...?  I don't know why he is calling me or what he wants, it must be important, I guess.
    "What is it...?" I pick up the call.
    "Hey...  You alright?" Mike asks.
    "Not really...  Where is Jeremy?" I question.
    "Not here...  Look, I just want to say I am s-"
    "Please don't...  You applied the pressure to have my crystallized...  I am hurting, a lot...  I don't want any apologies right now.  I just...  Don't." I cut him off.
    "Krystal, please I-"
    "Mike, I have to go.  I need to get ready for work." I cut him off once again and hang up.  I toss my phone on my nightstand, curl up into a ball, cover my eyes and cry hard.  No one is with me right now, I don't want anyone in here at the moment.  I got Mike a puppy that looks like his dog, Jeremy and Isaac helped me pick her out.  I got her little puppy carrier, a collar, new bowls, toys, and puppy food.  I need to give him the puppy when I get to work.  I drag myself out of bed, despite tears making my eyes blurry as hell.  I grab my phone, clothes and head to the bathroom.  Today I am wearing black sweats, a dark red hip hugging tank top and a black hoodie.  I do my make up, nothing too much, just some light eyeliner and I leave my hair down after combing through it.  I still don't feel like doing too much.  It makes me wonder why Jeremy is not at work, I wonder if he is sick.  He must be, he never misses work...  But I am really going to miss him.  I wanted a hug from him.  I pick up my phone and decide to text him.
    "I'm going to miss you at work, in all honesty." I type out and send it.  Once I am done in the bathroom, I head to the kitchen with my hood up.  John has the puppy carrier on the table, along with the bag full of her things.  I walk over there and look in the carrier, she is so cute.
    "Want anything to eat?" John asks.
    "No, I'm okay." I answer.  I don't feel hungry, though I haven't eaten in about a day or so.  
    "You haven't eaten since Saturday..." John murmurs.
    "I'm just not hungry." I fold my arms over my tummy and narrow my eyes.
    "Can I at least get you something to drink?" He questions.
    "Iced water is fine." I nod.  John grabs me a glass of iced water and hands it to me.  I take it and sip on it, this should help any trace of hunger vanish.  Marionette walks over to me and looks down at me then wraps his arm around me.  With my free arm, I wrap it around his torso.  
    "I think you need time off work, Krystal." John says.
    "No, I'll be fine." I reply quietly.  
    "You are no where near fine!  Look at you!!  Stop being so god damn stubborn!!!" He yells at me.
    "Mr. Winchester, I wouldn't yell at your daughter at the moment..." Marionette suggests.  Tears prick in my eyes as my lips quiver.  I throw my glass down, breaking it and not caring, grab my keys, phone, iPod, carrier and all that.
    "Good fucking night." I walk out and slam the door.  I head into my car, start it and take off for work.  Fuck him, he is just as fucking stubborn.  As I am driving, I turn on some music to calm down, hopefully.  I want to cry but I am angry at the same time.  Anger and depression does not mix at all.  I hope my dad does not try to hurt Marionette...  I don't like a thought of Marionette getting hurt.  Or Maddox.  
    Soon, I arrive at work and head inside.  Man, it is pretty cold outside.  Once I am inside, I head to Mike's office.  I open the door and peak my head in there.
    "Mike...  Close your eyes, please and don't look." I murmur.  He nods and closes his eyes.  I walk in and set the carrier down by the door, shutting the door behind me.  I walk over to his desk and pull out all the items in the bag, setting them on the desk.
    "Open up." I whisper.  Mike opens those smoldering gray eyes and notices the items on his desk.
    "Krystal, I appreciate all this but Bowser is dead." Mike tries not to cry.  I walk over to the carrier, open it and lift the puppy into my arms, then walk over to him.  His eyes widen.
    "This is your new puppy...  You may name her what you want, Mike." I murmur.  He stands up and walks over to me, looking down at the puppy.  Tears immediately flow from his eyes, without a warning.
    "M-May I hold her?" He asks, looking into my eyes.
    "Of course, she is yours." I hold her out.  Mike takes her into his arms, petting her and crying.  I can't help the tears swelling in my eyes.  I force a fake smile to hold back the tears.  
    "Krystal...  T-Thank you, so much." Mike cries and giggles at the same time as the puppy licks his face.
    "It's no problem, Mike." I reply.  
    "Can I apologize yet?" He asks.
    "It's not the best idea, I am still not ready for that." I answer. 
    "I understand..." He narrows his eyes.  
    "I am heading to my office now, I need to get to work.  Let me know what you name her, when you do." I begin to walk out.
    "I wanted your help on naming her." Mike admits.
    "For some reason...  I see her as Hazel or Violet." I reply.
    "I'll play with those names." Mike responds.  I nod and walk out then head to my office.  I plop down in my chair with a sigh and pull out my phone.  Jeremy has replied!!
    "I'll miss you, too.  I hope work isn't too rough for you tonight, hun.  Speaking of work, I think the head honcho is allowing me to become the boss, Mike will be my assistant boss.  But for tonight, he is in charge.  You don't have to be at work if you don't want to be, or if you do go to work and shit gets out of hand for you, go home." I read it.  Jeremy is so sweet.  
    "Thank you, Jeremy.  If things get too out of hand for me, I will be going home.  I really don't feel well and I just...  I'm hurting, you know why.  I didn't think I'd hurt for so long, but I am.  Please hurry back to work." I reply and send it.  I miss him, so much.  I look at the time and sigh.  I really just don't want to be here at the moment.  I boot up my lap top and begin to monitor the place.  I run my fingers through my hair as I monitor, exhaling softly.  I look down at my phone and notice I have another text message from Jeremy.
    "I know why you're hurting, Krystal.  It will take time for you to heal.  I will try to hurry back to work, if this flu would ever go away.  Anyhow, I am going now.  I don't feel so well and I need some rest.  I will see you when I get back, love ya kid." I read it.
    "Alright...  Get better Jeremy.  And...  Love ya, too..." I type out and press send.  He loves me?  I shake it off and get back to monitoring the place.  I switch the camera to the pirates cove and notice Foxy and Daz are standing up, faces inches apart from each other.
    "Ye best back off, mate." Foxy warns him.
    "Or what, you stupid fox?" Daz snaps.
    "That's it!!" Foxy growls then tackles Daz.  Ah shit...  I lock my lap top, grab my tazer, hand cuffs then run off to the pirates cove.  As I am running, I notice Mangle swings down from the ceiling, her face in front of mine as she hisses.  I gasp and fall back on my ass.  I pant softly.
    "Y-You demonic...  Bitch." I growl.  She hisses at me and crawls back into the ceiling.  I get up and run to the cove, ignoring her.  I arrive at the cove and notice Foxy and Daz are on the floor, fighting physically.  
    "Get off!!!" Daz shouts at him, trying to push him off.
    "No!!  Ye worthless jackass!!" Foxy pins him.  Goomba and Bones are in the corner, unsure of what to do.  I pull out my tazer and turn it on.  Foxy and Daz hear it, gasp and look at me.  
    "Knock it off." I snap.  I walk over to them, grab Foxy's hook and Daz's hand and cuff them together.
    "What the?!" Foxy tries to pull away from the cuffs.
    "You two are going to stay cuffed until you sort your shit out!!" I shout.
    "Good luck with that..." Daz murmurs.  
    "I'll make sure of it.  The key is coming home with me.  And I will tell all the animatromics not to break the chain.  I am not allowing you guys to keep fighting like this, sort it out." I respond.
    "Fuck ye, stupid security bitch." Foxy snaps.
    "Yeah, I've been called worse.  But at least I didn't bite someone's frontal lobe..." I snicker.  Foxy gasps and shuts his mouth.
    "Thank you." Goomba says.
    "No problem.  Alright, I'm out." I walk out and head back to my office.  God, I am so fucking frustrated right now.  I could use some music or something.  Or just to cry.  I stop and lean against the wall, running both hands through my hair, sniffling and panting softly, trying not to cry.  Sucking it up, I decide to walk around the building for a little bit.  I don't exactly like how frustrated I am right now.  As I walk by the main room, I notice Nico and Bonnie in there, him rubbing her 3 month baby bump.  My jealousy flares wildly...  He leans down and kisses it then listens to the bump.  I exhale through my nose, clench my fists and keep walking.  As I am walking, I hear faint guitar playing.  I decide to listen and follow where it is coming from.  I peer through the door in the back storage room and notice Bonbon playing his guitar, sort of a melancholy tune.  I open the door quietly and go in there, closing it behind me softly.  Good thing he can't see me, since he has his back against me.
    "Just like balloons
    We soar on our own
    Finally free
    From the pain of our home
    And just like balloons
    That no one will hold
    Free from the truth
    That no one will know..." Bonbon sings softly.  I walk over to him and kneel down in front of him.  Bonbon gasps and jumps.
    "K-Krystal...  H-Hi." He stammers nervously, spreading a smile across his face.  His smile looks forced.
    "Are you alright?" I question.
    "Just fine, thank you." Bonbon responds.  I can tell he isn't.
    "You're not, tell me." I grab his guitar and place it down against the wall.  For the first time I've seen, he frowns.
    "You're good at sensing things." He sighs and narrows his eyes.  I sit beside him and look at him.
    "I am.  And it is not like you to play such a melancholy tune.  Talk to me, hun." I respond.
    "I know...  I just feel a little lonely...  You know?" Bonbon admits.
    "I am always here, in my office." I place my hand on his shoulder.
    "I know, but you're always with the Marionette.  Always and I...  I just kind of want to hold you when you're hurting.  I hate to see you so upset, so stressed and I know you're having a bad night tonight." Bonbon explains.
    "If you ever want me, just come to my office Bonbon.  I am always here for you and everyone else." I wrap my arm around him.  Bonbon pulls me in his lap and holds me close.  I curl up against his soft, blue and white fur.  I stroke his chest lightly.  
    "I love your company." He whispers.
    "And I love yours." I admit.  Bonbon looks down at me.  I smile softly.  He strokes my cheek softly as I lean into his palm.  
    "Enjoying this?" He asks.
    "Yes." I whisper, rubbing my cheek against his soft hand.  
    "You know...  You are a very beautiful woman...  Remember the time I was curious about your lipstick?" Bonbon questions.
    "I do, why?" I look at him, quizzical. 
    "I really...  Wanted to kiss you." He admits.
    "I'm not that beautiful." I murmur.
    "Yes you are.  You're beautiful at all times." Bonbon caresses my cheek softly, placing his fingers under my chin and softly lifting my face to his.  My hazel eyes interlock with his vibrant green eyes.
    "T-Thank you." I swallow hard.  Bonbon leans down, his nose nuzzles mine softly as I feel his lips brush against mine.  I place both of my hands in his chest and press my lips to his softly.  He cups my face in his hands, kissing me gently.  After a bit, both of us pull away and I exhale softly.
    "Y-You kiss much gentler than Bonnie ever did." I whisper.  
    "Because I am sweet and gentle.  Your lips felt nice on mine." He smiles softly.  It's too bad I am confused on the inside right now...  
    "Thank you.  It is nice to know I am a good kisser." I blush lightly.
    "Of course you are." Bonbon strokes the blush on my cheek.  The door opens and I notice my dad walks in here.  
    "Krystal...  May I talk to you...  Alone?" John asks.
    "Sure." I sigh and get off his lap.
    "Thanks for coming to cheer me up." Bonbon says.
    "No problem." I kiss his cheek and walk out with John, closing the door for Bonbon.
    "What do you want?" I ask, crossing my arms.
    "I just came to say I am sorry for mistreating you at home, I didn't mean to.  I just don't want you hurt." John whispers.
    "You don't want me hurt?...  It's way too fucking late for that.  Where the fuck were you years ago when I needed you huh?!  Why did you even fucking leave to demon hunt?!  So what, a demon killed mom but that doesn't mean you needed to leave me when I was 6, dad!!  You missed my elementary, middle, and high school life!  I was stuck with Uncle James, and I was always on the verge of suicide my last 2 years of high school!!!  How could you leave me like that?!  Why did you never come back!?  I could have been dead a long time ago and you would have never fucking noticed because you were too busy hunting for a demon that killed mom instead of just fucking moving on!!!!  And you know what else hurts?!!  I can't bear a fucking child when I had sex out of love, not lust and being drunk but Nico can!!  EVERYTHING HURTS DAD!!!!  AND I JUST DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE!!!!!" I scream at him, tears flowing from my eyes nonstop.  John looks completely baffled.  I notice Nico and Bonnie are around the corner, watching.  I don't give a fuck.
    "Krystal...  I-I'm so sorry..." John falls to his knees.  
    "I'm out..." I sigh and walk away.
    "Krystal..." Nico and Bonnie say.  I turn to them.
    "Do not, for one fucking second, talk to me you drunk fucks." I snap then resume walking.  I pull my phone out and text Jeremy.
    "Tonight is too much to handle, going home early." I type and press send.  I head to my office, close my lap top, grab all my things and head to Mike's office to tell him I am leaving.  I walk into his office.
    "Mike, I am leaving.  I am so fucking done for tonight." I sigh.
    "That is fine.  Would you mind dropping these keys off at Jeremy's house?" Mike asks, holding out Jeremy's work keys.  I grab them and leave work to Jeremy's house so I can drop off his keys.  I can't believe I snapped at my dad like that...  Holy hell...  
    Soon, I arrive at his house and approach the door.  As I stand by the door, I hear a lot of moaning and all that...  Blushing a bright red, I walk away and swiftly head home.  Not what I wanted to hear at all, definitely not...  Once I get home, I rush to my room, lock my door and lie down in bed, crying my eyes out...

TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 9 (PART 2)...
   
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water


    About 1 or 2 weeks has passed since Nico found out she is pregnant, which would make her about 6 or 7 weeks pregnant right now.  I am slightly jealous, to be honest, probably because I miscarried my first child when I truly wanted it with Bonnie.  Him and I would have made wonderful parents, if I say so myself.  But unfortunately, I was the cursed one, losing my child.  At least I didn't get drunk and fuck someone, unlike her...  
    I am lying in my bed, rubbing my lower tummy to try and ease these stupid period cramps.  Why do I even have to get a period?  No girl wants her damn period, ever.  I can feel Marionette's eyes on me, instinctively, I look over at him.
    "You alright?" He asks.
    "No, I have my period, I want to cry because of the pain and I highly doubt my jeans will fit me." I whine.
    "Maybe you should just wear sweats to work tonight then, be comfortable." Marionette suggests. 
    "I could do that...  I don't feel like doing much right now, though." I murmur.
    "I don't blame you.  What is it like being a girl?" He asks.
    "It can be a blessing but it can also be a curse." I answer.
    "I'm sorry to hear that, Krystal." He says in a soft tone.  
    "It's not your fault, Marionette.  It is just part of being a girl.  Sometimes I wish I was a guy but then again I don't." I murmur.  I sit up once I hear my door open, to see John with Maddox on his shoulders.
    "Oh hey dad." I respond.
    "Hey sweetie, you alright?  Need anything?" John asks.
    "Just something to eat would be good, like an omelet or something." I answer.
    "That time of month?" He questions.  I nod and glare at him.  
    "Ah, okay I will go make you some food." John says awkwardly then walks out of here.  My eyes direct back to Marionette.
    "I really need to just get up." I sigh, finally pulling myself out of bed.  As I walk to the bathroom, I grab some sweats, hip hugging tank top and a long sleeve.  I pull on my clothes, do my make up, pull up my hair, the usual everyday shit.  Once I am finished, I head to my room, allow Marionette to cling to me, though he is taller than me, then head into the kitchen where the smell of an omelet is coming from.  My stomach snarls, damn I am hungry.  That is one bad thing about my period, my appetite increases as my energy decreases.  
    "That smells amazing." I sniff the air.  
    "It is just about done." John responds.  Smiling, I sit down where there is a glass of chocolate milk waiting.  Marionette stops clinging to me and sits down beside me.  I really love having Marionette around.  Whenever I sit on the couch and watch a movie with my dad, he is always lying his head down on my lap as Maddox is in John's arms.  It is really awesome, I love being with him.  Without him, I feel pretty incomplete.  Maddox, he is like a son or little brother to me...  I just...  My feelings for Marionette are unknown right now, even though I feel lost without him.  
    John slides the omelet onto a plate, grabs a fork and places the plate down in front of me.  I grab the fork and cut into the omelet and begin eating, not even concerned that it is still scorching.  I am just really hungry at the moment.  
    "I forgot how good of a cook you are." I mention to my dad, swallowing another bite.
    "I am a good cook darling." John smiles.  I giggle lightly and resume eating my breakfast, even though it is late at night I consider food before work my breakfast since I work from 12am-6am all the time.  Night has become day and day has become night to me anymore.   I am all messed up, literally.  
    "Thank you, that was delicious." I swallow the last bite of the omelet then drink down the last of my chocolate milk.  John grabs my plate and glass and cleans them for me.  My dad is so sweet, I love him.  I look at the time...  Ugh, we need to leave for work.
    "Time to go." John says.  Groaning, I grab my phone, wallet and iPod, then we leave for Freddy's.  On the way there, we listen to some music of course.  Marionette is in my arms and Maddox is on John's lap, the usual.  Maddox is asleep though.
    "I see you are bonding with Maddox quite a bit." I point out.
    "I am, I really like Maddox.  I see you're bonding with Marionette." John responds.  
    "Speaking of that, I need to talk to you later." I mention.
    "What about?" He questions.
    "Just something I've been feeling lately, it is strange." I answer.
    "Life is strange sweetie." John laughs.  
    "Can't argue with that one." I agree.  
    "No you can't, I'd win anyway." John teases me.  I smirk and look at Marionette, who was apparently looking at me the entire time.
    "How old are you Marionette?" I ask.
    "Stuck at the age of 23." He responds.
    "You are awesome though." I reply.
    "So are you, Krystal." Marionette smiles softly.  I lean down and nuzzle him softly.  He nuzzles me back lovingly.  For some odd reason, that causes a thick line of blush to spread across my face, knowing my dad can see us, too.
    Soon, we arrive at Freddy's and I step out of the car.  My dad remains there with Maddox.  Are they not coming to work with me tonight?
    "Coming...?" I ask.
    "No no, I have a few errands to run so I will be back.  If anything sounds good during your shift, just text me and let me know." John answers.
    "Pickles, chocolate, doritos, peanut butter and pizza but I can get pizza here.  Also, pepperoncini peppers." I respond.
    "Alright.  I will be here later, I love you." John says.
    "Okay, I love you, too." I nod then close the door.  Marionette and I head in so I can clock in and get to work.  I am kind of dreading it.  Good thing I have my girl supplies for my period in my desk.  Once I get in there, I plop down in my chair with a small sigh.  Marionette looks at me in a quizzical form.
    "Something wrong?" He questions.
    "No no, I am a-okay." I reply, despite these damn cramps.  Curse me for having this right now.  
    "Are you 100% sure?" Marionette asks.  I nod slowly, reassuringly, but also making sure I keep a smile so he does not think I am getting snappy with him.  I couldn't dare get snappy with Marionette, he's too nice to me.  I turn on my lap top and pull up the security system, the usual.  Feeling an extremely bad cramp in my lower stomach, I wince and lie my head down on the desk.  Fuck this hurts, so god damn much.  Marionette rubs my back softly as tears silently stream from my eyes.  I bury my face in my arms, hiding my tears.  
    "I know you're crying." Marionette whispers.  I shake my head, trying to deny it as best I can.  
    "Hang on..." I sniffle, get up covering my face and head to the bathroom.  I head to a stall, close the door and sink down onto the floor, crying.  I don't like how I feel right now, I just want to go home and sleep, be in my bed curled up with my blankets and Marionette, crying if I need to without having to hide it.  I hear someone come in, great.
    "Krystal?" I hear Marionette.
    "P-Please, I'll get better, I-I swear." I stammer. 
    "Come out here, please." Marionette says.  Hesitantly, I exit the stall.  Marionette looks down at me.
    "I-I'll get better..." I narrow my eyes.  Out of nowhere, he hugs me.  Suddenly, the pain has vanished as I wrap my arms around him.  What...?  I don't recall my pain ever vanishing that quickly...  With anyone...  I am unsure of what to think at the moment.  I just know my pain is gone.  I exhale softly as Marionette keeps hugging me.  
    "All better?" Marionette asks, looking down at me.
    "Oddly...  Yes." I answer.  
    "I am glad I could be of help." Marionette smiles softly.  After we are finished in here, both of us head back out to my office.  Marionette sits down in my chair and pulls me into his lap.  I can't help but blush right now, but without hesitation, I curl up in his lap, wrapping my arms around his torso.  He wraps his arms around me, holding me close to him.  I need to be watching the cameras right now but I really don't care at this moment.  I pull out my iPod touch and turn on some music, low volume of course.  Owl City always relaxes me, I love his music so much.  
    "This music sounds magical." Marionette whispers.  
    "It is.  I love Owl City, so much." I reply. 
    "His music does sound pretty magical." Marionette responds.  I nuzzle to his chest.  I hear a low chuckle escape from his throat.  Suddenly, I see Mike by us, looking at us.
    "Why are you not working, Winchester?" Mike asks, slightly snippy. 
    "Because, the animatronics are fine right now, Schmidt." I snap.  
    "I am going to get Jeremy, maybe he will fire you..." Mike growls lowly and walks off.  I grit my teeth and clench my fists.  
    "Shh...  Let's see if Jeremy actually does it." Marionette whispers.  I nod and relax on his chest.  I hear footsteps approaching us now.  Great, he got Jeremy.
    "See this shit Jeremy?" Mike asks.
    "Yeah, I see a very crampy and upset woman trying to relax and not cry.  She's on her fucking period.  Mike, when you have something actually important and harmful to Freddy's then come to me.  I am going to talk to corporate about me being the head manager now, until you straighten your shit." Jeremy snaps.  Marionette and I look at Jeremy, surprised.  Jeremy walks over to us, placing his hands on his knees, looking at me.
    "I'm sorry." I whisper.
    "No need to be.  Mike just has a stick up his ass.  I see nothing wrong with what you're doing.  Just check the cameras periodically.  I understand you hurt and all that right now.  If you need anything, just let me know, sound good?" Jeremy replies politely.
    "Sounds like a plan.  Thank you so much, Jeremy." I answer.  He nods, pats my head softly and walks off.
    "Come on, Schmidt, back to your damn office." Jeremy snaps at him.  I can't help but giggle under my breath.  Marionette rubs my back softly.  Out of now where, my stomach growls.
    "I am going to head to the kitchen, see if Chica can make me a pizza." I murmur, getting off his lap.
    "Alright, I shall wait here for you." Marionette nods.  I walk off to the kitchen, humming "Shooting Star" by Owl City.  As I am passing Jeremy's office, I hear yelling.  I stop by the door and eavesdrop slightly.
    "Mike, calm your fucking shit!!!  I know your fucking dog died but you absolutely have NO RIGHT to boss her around and make her feel like shit while she's already at a weak point.  Jesus Christ." Jeremy yells.
    "Do you even understand what it is like to lose your dog?  Literally, Bowser was ALL I had left of my parents!!!  You have your mother fucking dad, Jeremy!!  I have NO PARENTS anymore!!!  And now, my fucking dog that my parents got me when I was younger is fucking dead!!!" Mike snaps, I can hear his voice breaking a bit.  I resume walking but the door opening startles me.  I look back and notice Mike is heading to his office, his cheeks flushed and tears dripping down from his eyes.  Sighing, I keep walking.  Once I reach the kitchen, I notice Chica and Kenny flirting around and all that.  
    "Hey guys, could you make me a pizza?" I wonder.  
    "Of course!  What would you like on it?" She asks.
    "I'd like pepperoni and pineapple, please." I answer.  She nods and I head back to my office.  Before I reach my office, I feel I need to talk to someone, so I head to Isaac's office.  He is always there when I need someone, too.  I find his office door wide open with no one in here.  Wow, his office is so tidy and neat, unlike Jeremy's and Mike's.  He must really like to keep things clean.  On his desk I spot a sketchbook, so since no one is around I walk over there and pick it up.  I spot a sketch of Jeremy in a straight jacket, slouching and a very beautiful nurse behind him with a syringe.  I flip the page to find Nico in a unisex Knight's outfit.  Heh, that is really neat!  Flipping another page, I find Mike as a werewolf.  I keep flipping through the pages, finding the employees drawn in some 80's outfits, demons, angels, etc.  Soon, I stumble upon his own interpretation of himself with his daughter, him as a giant and her tiny hand in his, that is adorable.  Once I flip the page, I find me in here, sketched but outlined in black pen.  In this drawing, I am wearing a white tank top, blue jeans and some gray trainers.  I notice I am holding a machine gun, my hair is blowing in the wind perfectly in a ponytail.  I also take notice to Maddox beside me, wearing a soldiers hat, his bow tie matches the hat and he is holding a colorful toy gun.  This is absolutely amazing...  He is an excellent drawer...
    "I see you found my sketches." Isaac's voice startles me and causes me to jump.  I close the sketchbook and place it down on his desk neatly, like it was.
    "S-Sorry I just needed someone to talk to..." I murmur, blushing brightly.  He closes his door behind him and walks over to me.
    "No problems.  I am here, what is bothering you bun-bun?" He asks.
    "I have some...  Girl issues, if you know what I mean.  And all I want to do is cry my eyes out and just be home.  I don't like having this...  It is torturous as hell." I sigh, narrowing my eyes.  
    "Awe, I know it sucks sweetie.  I am here for you." Isaac says, hugging me.  I wrap my arms around his torso and lie my head down on his chest.  He places one hand on the nape of my neck, stroking my hair softly with his thumb.  I can't help but relax even more.  At least he understands my issues and what I am going through.  
    "I can't thank you enough for being here for me." I whisper.
    "It is really no problem bun-bun.  I can't stand seeing you upset at all." Isaac responds.  Without a response, I nuzzle to his chest, hugging him tightly.  I look up at him as tears drip out.  He removes his hand from the nape of my neck and cleans my tears softly.  
    "Just let it out honey." Isaac whispers.  
    "Thank you, Isaac." I reply.
    "No problem, Krystal.  I have told you, a million times, so it seems, I am here for you." Isaac offers a gentle smile.  I smile as well.  
    "You are such a sweetheart, how do you not have a girlfriend or wife?" I question.
    "Can't find the right girl, sadly." He answers.
    "Any girl should be lucky to have you." I murmur.
    "And any guy should be lucky to have you.  You have been through literal hell and back with this place but it has made you into the person you are today." Isaac says.  Soon, I conclude talking to Isaac and head back to my office.  But on the way back, I bump into someone.
    "Hey watch where you are go-" I stop talking once I look up at the guy.  He is rather handsome, dressed in a purple work shirt and black jeans.
    "So sorry madam, ladies first..." He says, his voice is deep and sexy.  He steps aside for me to walk.
    "T-Thanks." I mutter and walk away.  I look back and notice he is gone.  Who in the world was that...?  He was sexy though.  Shrugging it off, I resume back to my office, finding a pizza at my desk, along with those peppers I asked for and chocolate.  Marionette is in my chair, where he said he would wait.  I notice he has a Coke in his hand.  Yay, I love Coke so much.  Best drink ever, in my opinion.  I sit down on Marionette's lap and dig into my pizza and peppers.
    "Want a slice?" I ask.
    "Sure." Marionette answers.  I hand him back a slice.  As I am eating, I decide to check on all of the animatronics, checking every room, of course.  
    "Everything seems to be okay right now." I state.
    "That is a good thing.  Your dad did stop by while you were gone, if you could not tell." Marionette mentions.
    "Awe, I missed my dad.  I miss him anyhow." I respond.  I pull a pepper out of the jar and eat it, so yummy but spicy at the same time.  They also sort of taste like pickles.  I love pickles and pickled onions, those are so good.  Oh now those sound good.  I pull my phone out from my pocket and text my dad, asking him to pick me up a jar of pickled onions.  My dad will do anything for me and I will do anything for him.  He is the best dad on this planet, and he is my only dad.  I look up from my phone and notice Nico is walking this way.  
    "Oh hey Nico." I wave.
    "Hey Krystal.  How is work going?" She asks.
    "Not so bad, just cursed with a period.  You?" I look at her.
    "Just really tired and want to go home.  Those smell good." She points to the peppers.  
    "Oh these are pepperoncini peppers.  Try one, they are really good." I hold out the jar.  Nico fishes one out and eats it.
    "Mmm, those are good.  Now I am craving those, pickles and ice cream.  I need to run to the store, I am so hungry.  Cake sounds good, too.  And Slim Jim's." Nico swallows the pepper.
    "Ah, pregnancy cravings eh?" I giggle a bit, still feeling slightly jealous.
    "Yes, I get so hungry all the time.  I could be at home just relaxing, or trying to, and I get hungry.  Same with tiredness.  I get tired easily." She sighs, rubbing the subtle bump on her lower abdomen.      
    "I see.  If you need anything, just let me know.  I am always here." I respond, halfheartedly. 
    "Thank you.  I will see you around.  I need to go talk to someone." Nico smiles softly then walks away.  I continue on with work, of course.

    TIME SKIP:
    It is now 4am and not much has happened.  I can't wait to just go the fuck home.  I want to be in bed, curled up in a ball and sleeping.  I am tired right now, my cramps have not gotten any better or anything.  Honestly, it fucking sucks having cramps at work.  I've tried rubbing my lower tummy, I took Midol, everything and nothing is working.  Stupid fucking period!!!  
    I check the cameras and notice something different behind the stage.  I notice Golden Freddy is panicking a bit and Springtrap is twitching and all that.  
    "Shoot..." I get off his lap and bolt to where they are.  I look at Springtrap and run to him, kneeling down beside him as he twitches.
    "Hey hey...  Goldy, what the hell happened?" I ask.
    "I-I don't know!  He just started twitching and all!!" Golden Freddy exclaims.  
    "Springtrap, sweetie...  Calm down.  Shh..." I whisper, holding his shoulders to the wall, looking into his eyes.  Soon, he begins to calm down.  I look at him and he looks at me.  
    "I-I'm sorry." He whispers.
    "It's okay...  Not your fault.  What happened?" I question.
    "I-I don't know.  Something just...  Came over me and caused me to twitch and freak out..." Springtrap responds.  
    "I'm here now, it'll be alright." I stroke his cheek softly.
    "I-I didn't mean it..." He murmurs.
    "Hun, it is fine I am not mad at you.  I am just worried is all." I admit.  
    "Thank you, so much." He responds.  I nod and smile slightly.  I stand up and hold out my hand.  Springtrap places his hand in mine and I help him up.  
    "You going to be okay?" I ask.
    "Yes of course.  I think I am just going to relax." Springtrap responds.  I hug him and he walks off.  I sigh and look at Golden Freddy.
    "T-Thanks for coming to help.  I didn't know what to do." He admits.
    "No problem, really.  I just hope he will be okay." I reply.
    "I'm sure he will.  So...  Are you and Marionette a couple?" Goldy asks.
    "No...  Why?" I ask.
    "I...  I've just seen you and him bond so much, I assumed you'd be in a relationship with him by now.  I mean...  I-It's not like it'd bother me or anything but...  I-I was just curious." He stammers, slightly nervous.
    "Oh...  Well...  Alright.  I am going to head back to my office." I reply awkwardly.
    "Wait..." He grabs my arm.  I look back at him, quizzical.  Soon, I feel his lips on mine.  I blush furiously, unsure of what to do at this moment.  I close my eyes, slightly relaxing in the kiss.  He pulls back slowly and I open my eyes again, looking at him in shock.
    "I...  I needed to know what it felt like..." Goldy murmurs then vanishes.  I blush wildly and head back to my office.  As I am passing the main room, I hear Nico talking.  I look and notice she is talking to Bonnie.  
    "Bonnie...  I am pregnant with your child...  I am currently 6 or 7 weeks pregnant..." Nico admits.
    "I'm given another chance at having a child...  Oh my gosh...  Nico, this is great." Bonnie says, smiling and placing his hands on her tummy.  Out of no where, jealousy and anger spikes me.  I run to him, jump on his back and start hitting his head over and over.
    "YOU TRAITOR!!!  YOU GOT ME PREGNANT, I MISCARRIED AND I COULDN'T HELP IT!!  NOW YOU GO AND FUCK HER, IMPREGNATE HER OUT OF FULL LUST?!!!!  HOW COULD YOU!!!????" I scream at him, hitting him.
    "Ow!!  Krystal!!  Stop that hurts!!!  Get off!!" Bonnie yells.  
    "I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!!" I growl, tugging on his ears.  Soon, I am lifted off him and suplexed.  I whimper and look at Kenny, who apparently did it.  All of them stare down at me as I am on the ground.  I rub the back of my neck as tears stream out.  
    "Oh my gosh...  Krystal, I am so sorry...  I heard screaming, seen hitting and I-I don't know what came over me..." Kenny apologizes.  Bonnie kneels down, still slightly concerned.
    "Krystal... Look I-"
    "Leave me alone..." I sniffle, get up and run to my office.  As I am running to my office I run into someone.  I look up at them and notice it is Jeremy.  His face turns into a very concerned look.  Jeremy cups my face in his hands and looks me in the eyes.
    "Hey hey hey...  Krystal, what is the matter?  Don't cry, you're too beautiful for that." Jeremy asks, cleaning my tears softly.
    "C-Can I please just go home right now?  I can't work right now." I cry.
    "Of course.  Come on, I'll take you and Marionette home." Jeremy answers.  He lifts me into his arms bridal style and brings me to my office.
    "Come on Marionette, it is time for you guys to go home." Jeremy says.  Marionette nods and grabs the peppers, following us.  I hold onto Jeremy as he carries me.  Jeremy opens the passenger door.
    "Want to sit on Marionette's lap?" Jeremy asks.  I nod.  Marionette climbs in the car and Jeremy places me on his lap.  I curl up as tears keep falling down, with no stop.  Jeremy climbs in the driver side and we take off for my house.  
    "Krystal, everything will be alright, I promise." Jeremy says, looking over at me.
    "I-I can't." I murmur, crying still.  
    "It's okay sweetie." Jeremy whispers.  After a while, we arrive at my house and get out of the car.  I hug Jeremy tightly before he leaves.  He wraps his arms around my torso and holds me close, burying his face in my neck.
    "It will all be just fine." He whispers.  I tighten my arms around his shoulders.  Then we release our hug, he kisses my forehead softly and walks off to head back to work since he has 2 hours left still.  Marionette lifts me into his arms and carries me inside.  Tears still continue streaming down from my eyes.  I look at my dad who is in the kitchen with his back to us, making something, apparently.
    "Home early, are we?" He asks, not looking at us.
    "Y-Yeah..." I mutter.  As soon as he heard me stammer, he turns to me and places his coffee cup down.  John rushes over to us and looks at me concerned.
    "Baby girl, are you alright?" John questions.
    "N-No..." I cry.  
    "Oh...  Come here." John says, lifting me out of Marionette's arms and into his.  
    "Please try to cheer her up Mr. Winchester, she means everything to me." Marionette murmurs.  John nods and carries me to my room, closing the door behind us.  John lies me down on my bed and lies down next to me.  
    "Tell daddy what happened." John whispers.  I nod and explain to him what had happened.
    "So...  Your ex, basically, knocked up another employee just because they were drunk and horny?  Pretty fucking low if you ask me.  Especially since you carried his child for a little while.  He is so lucky I don't kill him for hurting my daughter." John murmurs.  
    "At this point...  I don't care if he or she gets hurt...  I am so done." I cry into his chest.  John pulls me close, holding me tightly to him as I cry...

TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 9...
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water


    It has been another week since then and I have been going back to see Springtrap here and there, I have to say, he is pretty unique.  I like him.  Marionette has been clinging to me lately as well, it is...  Odd.  And the other animatronics, they are doing just fine.  Nico, she has been eating a lot and getting sick a lot, so I'd like to take her to the doctor.  She will probably not want to go but hey, I am taking her anyway.  Whether she likes it or not. 
    Right now I am lying in bed with Maddox and Marionette with me, weird to have two of them with me now.  But I can't complain, I like it.  Maddox is on my chest and Marionette is curled up, hugging my hip.  I don't have to go to work for an hour or so, something like that.  I look down at Maddox and Marionette.  My door opens quietly and John walks in here, looking at me.
    "Do you need some help?" He giggles softly.
    "Nah, I am perfectly fine.  I just...  Strange how I bond with them." I murmur.  John smiles lightly.
    "You know...  You'd make a good mother." He admits.
    "Thank you, dad.  You're a good dad." I smile. 
    "Thank you." He says.  I nod.  My phone vibrates on my nightstand, startling me.  I look at it to see who it is.  Jeremy is calling me.
    "Yes Fitzgerald?" I answer the call.
    "Hey Winchester, is Marionette with you?" He asks. 
    "Yes he is." I reply.
    "Good." Jeremy sighs in relief.
    "Anyway, if you'll excuse me, I need to get ready for work." I murmur.
    "O-Okay, heh, sorry about that.  See you soon." Jeremy giggles nervously.  I hang up.  That is odd.  Of course Marionette is with me...  Where else would he be?  Sometimes I do not understand Jeremy, but oh well, he is my boss.  I am not sure if Mike will ever come back, I haven't spoken to him in quite some time.  In all honesty, my love for him, faded.  I look at my dad. 
    "I need to get ready for work.  Could you take Marionette?" I wonder.  He nods and lifts Marionette into his arms.  Marionette gives me the "Why are you leaving me?" sad look.  I place Maddox on my bed.
    "I have got to get ready for work, John will take care of you guys for now." I kiss his cheek and get out of bed.  I walk over to Marionette, look him in the eyes and kiss his forehead softly as he is in John's arms.  After that, I head to the bathroom, grabbing some clothes on the way in.  Hmm, tonight I am wearing yoga pants, a light green hip hugging tank top and a dark gray flow top.  I comb out my hair and leave it down, since it is actually behaving and staying straight.  Also, I do my make up, my usual.  Thinking about it, I change out of my yoga pants and into my dark blue jeans and black boots.  I look good.  I walk out to the kitchen after I spritz myself with peach blossom perfume.  I find my dad in the chair, Marionette curled up in his arms, Maddox on his shoulders and John is humming softly.  My heart practically melts.  Marionette really is a cutie and deserves love.  
    "Aren't they both adorable?" I ask, walking over to my dad.
    "Yes, they really are." He smiles softly.  Marionette looks up at me.  I look down at him and smile.
    "Mom, can I talk to you...  Alone?" Maddox asks. 
    "Of course." I lift him into my arms and head to my room, closing the door.  I set him down on the end of my bed and kneel down.
    "What seems to be the problem sweetie?" I wonder.
    "Are you and Marionette dating?" He asks.
    "No no.  He just...  It's complicated.  I don't think it'd ever...  Anyway.  No, I just give him some love.  He has to be the most lonely out of all of you." I explain, trying to find the right words. 
    "That is true...  I'm sorry for making an assumption." Maddox apologizes.
    "No biggie.  Well, I think we should head to work." I stand up.  He nods in agreement and we head to the kitchen together. 
    "Ready to head to work?" John asks.
    "Yes I am." I nod.  He grabs the keys as I grab my wallet, phone and iPod, then we head out.  John has Maddox in his lap and Marionette is once again, clinging to me.  I don't mind it, I think I could cling to him, too.
    "Oh dad, I will see if Jeremy will let you take over my shift for a bit.  I have to take Nico to the doctor." I mention.
    "He may let you, if you beg him.  Is your job hard?" John wonders.
    "Not really.  You just kind of...  Watch over the animatronics from the lap top." I answer.
    "Seems easy to me." John shrugs.
    "It is pretty easy.  I wouldn't trade my job for the world, though.  If I was not working at Freddy's, I would have never met all these animatronics.  All of them are pretty wonderful.  And honestly...  As many times as I've wanted to give up, I always found a reason to stay.  I never knew I could have so much fun working there." I explain. 
    "That is so sweet.  And it is nice to see that you enjoy your job.  Trust me, demon hunting wasn't easy either.  I wanted to give up so many times but I never did because I always found a reason to stay.  But now, I am done.  Just comes with age." John responds. 
    "I know it will have to end at some point, but I'd rather enjoy it." I murmur, softly petting Marionette's side.  Soon, we arrive at work and head inside.  As I am heading to my office, I notice Foxy is out in the main room.  I walk over to him and look at him.    
    "Hey Foxy." I murmur.
    "Oh hey lassie, it's been a while since I heard from ye.  How are ye doin'?" He asks.
    "Fine.  What's the matter?" I wonder.
    "Just a small dispute between me and me mate." Foxy narrows his eyes.
    "Again?  Foxy, this fighting with you and Daz has got to stop.  You two are best friends.  Give him some time to cool down then go apologize." I explain. 
    "Yer right lass...  Thank ye." Foxy says.
    "No problem." I nod and walk off.  I notice my dad is in my chair with Maddox.  I walk over to them.
    "What time do you need to take Nico?" John asks.
    "Here soon.  I'll go talk to Jeremy.  Keep Maddox safe for me." I smile softly and head to Jeremy's office.  Without knocking, I walk in.  He looks up at me and I notice Mike is in here, too, sitting in the chair across from Jeremy.  I look away from Mike as he stares at me and look at Jeremy.
    "Hey boss, I was wondering, could my dad cover my shift for now?  It can come from my pay, if it needs to.  I have some stuff to take care of." I ask Jeremy.
    "Of course.  Your father is a wonderful guy, so I trust him.  I'll just add some money in your check for him." Jeremy answers.
    "Thanks, Fitzgerald.  See you when I get back." I nod and walk out without a word to Mike.  As I am closing the door behind me, I exhale deeply.  I head to the storage where Nico is and walk in.  Man, it is cold in this area.
    "Oh hi Krystal." She places her wrench down and wipes the sweat from her forehead.
    "Hey Nico.  Come with me.  I need to take you somewhere with me." I state.
    "Um, alright.  Can I head to the break room and grab some water and gummy worms first?" She wonders.
    "Yeah, I'll meet you there." I nod.  She smiles softly, looking slightly nauseated.  I head out to the main room, finding Freddy there, behind Eddy's ass as Eddy's head is stuck.  I blush a bright red at their position.
    "U-Um..." I clear my throat.  Freddy gasps and falls to the floor.  I walk over and help him up.
    "Krystal, h-hi.  It's been a while..." Freddy chuckles nervously.
    "It has...  Hi Mr. Fazbear." I nod.
    "I-It wasn't what it looked like..." Freddy stammers.
    "I know.  I understand.  How have you been?" I ask.
    "I've been alright, just hanging out with Eddie, Bonbon, Poncho and Misfit a lot." Freddy responds.  Soon, a pink and purple dog animatronic walks up next to him, followed by a white dog animatronic, much taller than the pink.
    "I see." I reply.
    "This is Poncho and Misfit." He introduces them.
    "Krystal Winchester, the night guard." I wave.  Poncho looks terrified and short next to Freddy.
    "She is really nice, trust me." Freddy mentions to them.  Soon, Eddy isn't stuck anymore. 
    "I am pretty nice.  Well, it was nice meeting you guys but I've really gotta go." I state.  They nod and I head to the break room, finding Nico in there getting some water and gummy worms.  She opens her water and takes a long swig of it.  Soon, she stops drinking her water and grabs another bottle. 
    "Ready to go?" I wonder.
    "Yes, I am.  Sorry about that.  Sorry, I am really hungry and thirsty." She answers.
    "It's fine." I reply.  Soon, she and I head out to the doctor.  She doesn't know I have already made an appointment for her with Drevis.  I want to see what is going on with her.
    "Have you met our other employees?" Nico wonders.
    "Only Leo.  I didn't know we had anymore." I answers
    "We have me, Isaac, Jeremy, Mike, Leo, Greg, Celeste, Marley, Lucy, and Bruno." She replies. 
    "I'll have to meet them sometime.  So, how have you been?" I wonder.
    "Really tired, honestly.  Sick to my stomach here and there." Nico answers.
    "I'm sorry to hear that." I murmur, pulling into the hospital.
    "What are we doing here?" She asks.
    "Just come with me." I turn my car off and get out.  Hesitantly, she follows me into the hospital, taking her gummy worms and water with her.  She looks a bit nervous.  I can't blame her for being nervous.  Doctors and all that...  Just...  Gives me chills.  I head to the front desk where Dr. Sheppard is manning it.
    "Ms. Winchester, you have an appointment with Dr. Drevis, correct?" He asks.
    "Yes I do." I nod.
    "Alright, both of you just head down the hall.  Dr. Drevis is waiting." Dr. Sheppard points down the hall.  I grab Nico's hand, pulling her gently with me and head down the hall with her. 
    "Everything is alright." I whisper, walking into his office.  Alfred's eyes flicker to Nico and I.
    "Oh hello, welcome.  Ms. Newton, would you mind sitting on the examination bed?" He questions.
    "S-Sure..." She nods and walks over to the examination bed.  Nico hops on the examination bed, looking at me nervously. 
    "So, tell me, how have you been feeling these passed few weeks?" Alfred asks.
    "Um...  Tired, hungry, pretty sick to my stomach by certain smells.  I don't know, I guess kind of moody, too." Nico explains. 
    "Hmm, mind if I take your temperature?" Dr. Drevis inquires as he reaches for the thermometer.   
    "I don't mind, Dr. Drevis." Nico responds. 
    "Open up and let me put this under your tongue." Dr. Drevis murmurs softly.  Nico does as she's told.  After a bit, the thing beeps.
    "Your temperature is normal.  Now if I could have you urinate in this cup please, Ms. Newton, I'd like to do a pregnancy test." He pulls out a cup with a lid on it and hands it over to her, along with an alcohol wipe.  Nico's eyes widen slightly as gently takes the cup.  Soon, she exsits to another room.  My eyes flicker to Drevis, his eyes interlock with mine.
    "How have you been?" He asks.
    "Not so bad, you?" I ask. 
    "Pretty good if I say so myself, thank you for asking." He offers a light smile.  Returning the gesture, my lips curve into a small smile.  Soon, Nico walks back in here with a cup full of urine, gross.  Dr. Drevis pulls on some gloves and takes the cup.
    "I shall be back soon with your results." Dr. Drevis says, opening the door and soon exiting the room.  Nico jumps back onto the examination bed and twiddles her thumb nervously.
    "Do you think you're pregnant?" I question.
    "I-I don't know." Nico murmurs.  Nico and I sit in the silence, waiting for the results.  I pull out my phone and notice someone has texted me.
    "Why did you ignore me?" I read it in my head.  I know who it is, Mike, once again I ignore it.  Soon, the door opens, startling both of us.  Dr. Drevis and Dr. Watts both walk in here, Neil has an ultrasound machine. 
    "Alright, Ms. Newton you are pregnant.  We need to perform an ultrasound on you to see how far along you are." Dr. Drevis states, pointing to the ultrasound machine.  Neil plugs it into the wall as Alfred instructs Nico to lie down and lift her shirt.  Of course, she does as she is told. 
    "Alright, Ms. Winchester I am going to have to ask you to take her cell phone and step out of the room please.  Phones can mess up the ultrasound." Alfred instructs me now.  Nico holds out her phone and I grab it, then step out of the room.  I sit down on the waiting bench outside of the room.  I pull out my phone and scroll back to Mike's message.  Hmm, should I text him back a reason or just ignore it again?  Hearing the door open, I shove my phone back into my pocket.  Neil takes a seat beside me and my eyes meet his.      "So, she is pregnant...?" I ask, feeling a slight surge of jealousy inside of me.
   "She is.  I already know she is about 3-4 weeks in.  Remember the Christmas Party?" Neil asks.
   "Oh yeah, now I remember!" I exclaim.  Neil and I sit out here, talking about the most random things just to pass the time.  Soon, Nico and Alfred walk out, a few pamphlets in her hands on parenting. 
    "Come back when you're about 9 weeks in so we can do another ultrasound, Ms. Newton.  Dr. Watts, come, we need to clean up." Dr. Drevis says.  Neil rises and follows Alfred back into the room, Nico's eyes flicker to me.  She looks a bit terrified right now, so I get up and put my arm around her as we begin to walk out.
    "Don't worry, you will make it through this.  I have confidence in you, Nico, you are a wonderful girl." I say, to boost her confidence. 
    "Thank you, Krystal, that means a lot to me.  H-Hey, do you think we could go get some KFC?  I am so hungry right now." Nico asks nervously.
    "Of course we can." Nodding, I respond.  Nico and I head back out to my car and take off to get some KFC.  I am not really hungry for it right now, but she is, so I will go for her.  Her and I arrive at KFC and Nico orders popcorn chicken and macaroni and cheese...  And a chocolate cake on top of that.  Pregnancy cravings are apparently kicking in for her right now.  Once we are done at KFC, I drive back to Freddy's.
    "Oh, I need to drop you off at work.  There is something I need to take care of on my own, tell them I will be back as soon as possible." I state, pulling into work.  She nods, exits my car and heads into the building.  Now, I can go get Springtrap like I had told him I'd do.  I truly don't care what Mike or Jeremy say, every animatronic deserves to be in a safe and cleaner environment.  I honestly feel bad for Springtrap, he seems so nice and everything but yet they forget him.  I don't understand their logic at all, but then again I never could understand Mike and his mood swings, along with Jeremy.  Isaac seems to be the only decent one there, I'd rather have him as my boss.  Although, I have to admit, I like Jeremy as my boss a lot better than Mike. 
    Soon, I arrive at the old pizzeria and get out of my car.  As I am walking up to the door, I pull out my keys and a flashlight so I can see.  Unlocking the door, I walk in and head to find Springtrap.  Man, I do miss being at this location.  But, the new location is nice, too.  It is much bigger for the animatronics and the employees Nico had told me about, in which I plan to meet them all someday. 
    "K-Krystal?" I hear Springtrap's voice and turn to see him.
    "Hey Springtrap, told you I'd come back to get you.  I don't break my promises." I respond, looking up at him.  His eyes travel to interlock with mine.
    "Thank you, so much...  It's so nice to have someone who doesn't forget me." Springtrap says, his tone seemingly blessed.  
    "You're very welcome.  Alright, come, we should head back now so I can clean you up, too.  No offense, but you have a stench to you sweetie." I say as sweetly as possible, grabbing his hand. 
    "I don't smell myself...  I have anosmia, I have no sense of smell." He responds, feeling slightly down about it.
    "I didn't mean to offend you...  Don't worry, I will clean you up nicely." I smile reassuringly as I lock the doors behind us.  After that, I gently walk Springtrap to my car.  As I am walking him to my car, I notice he is rather amused by outside.  I stop in front of the passenger door, noticing his eyes are darting around out here.  
    "What are those things in the sky?" He asks, pointing to the stars painted across the deep navy blue sky.
    "Those are stars.  Get in the car." I giggle, opening the door.  Springtrap steps into the car and sits down.  I strap him in, safety first of course.  I climb into my car, start it and head back to work.  On the way, Springtrap has his window part of the way down, very amused by everything still.  Smiling, I turn on the radio, which startles him.
    "What is that?" He asks.
    "It's music hun, I will explain things to you later." I chuckle.  Springtrap resumes peering out the window, this is rather funny to see him so amused.  Soon, we arrive at work and I bring him inside, straight to the cleaning closet.  I pull out some cleaning supplies along with a few soft cloths and some brushes. 
    "Alright, Springtrap I need you to stand with your arms and legs apart, please." I show him the stance.  Instantly, he nods and gets into position.  Chuckling lightly, I begin cleaning him up, making sure to reach every single crevis.  I can feel his eyes following me as I begin to clean under his torso.  As I kneel down, my eyes flicker up to his, asking his permission without any words.
    "Y-You may..." He nods.
    "Are you 100% sure?  Do you trust me?" I question.
    "Yes and I trust you." Springtrap answers.  Nodding, I begin cleaning him again, reaching EVERYWHERE.  Once I hit certain spots, I hear light gasps come from him which makes me ease up on the scrubbing. 
    "All done, you smell nice and look nice now Springtrap." I say once I am done, standing up and putting the cleaning supplies away.  I place the cloths in the soiled bag.  Springtrap does look really nice, I am very impressed with my cleaning skills.  Although, I have to clean a lot of these animatronics sometimes, so I have gotten better.  Grabbing Springtrap's hand, I pull him to Jeremy's office. 
    "We are going to meet my boss." I say before entering his office.  Springtrap nods in agreement and I open the door hesitantly.  Jeremy, Mike and Isaac are all in here.  I peak my head through the crack, not revealing Springtrap yet.
    "I have someone for you guys to meet..." I exhale deeply then open the door fully.  Springtrap and I walk into his office, closing the door fully.
    "Springtrap..." Isaac gasps lightly.
    "Y-Yeah...  Jeremy, I was wondering if we could keep him here.  I like him." I reply, nervously.
    "Um...  Sure, I don't see why not." Jeremy responds.
    "We don't need that piece of shit here, throw him to the trash." Mike snickers.  Springtrap releases my hand and runs out, offended.
    "What the fuck is your problem, Schmidt?  Pull the stick out of your ass or go the fuck home and never come back.  You're a rude, heartless bastard who needs fucking mental help.  Jeremy is a much better boss than you, I was so hoping you'd be gone for good." I snap.  Isaac, Jeremy and Mike look at me, shocked at my attitude.  I walk out, slamming the door and run off to find Springtrap.  I head to my office.    
    "Dad, have you seen a golden bunny?" I ask.
    "Yes, he crawled through the right vent." John nods.  I kneel down and crawl through the vent until I find him, hiding.  His eyes meet mine as I approach him.
    "Hey...  Listen, don't listen to Mike, okay?  You are not a piece of shit and you do not need to be in the trash.  I will keep you safe here at the pizzeria." I whisper sweetly.
    "R-Really?" He asks.
    "Yes of course, come with me, I have an animtronic that you'll get along fabulously with." I respond, backing out of the vent as he follows.  Once I am out, he crawls out and I kneel down, helping him up.  I take him to see Golden Freddy.  I trust Golden Freddy, so I am definetly confident they will get along. 
    "Golden Freddy, this is Springtrap.  Will you keep him away from Mike?" I ask, introducing them.
    "Of course, I hate Mike." Golden Freddy answers.  
    "Thank you." I hug Goldy tightly. 
    "No problem." Goldy nods.  I let go of the hug and begin to walk away.  Looking back, I notice Springtrap is watching me.  I smile and continue on with my night until my shift is over, then I head home, tired as hell and ready for bed.  Once I am in bed, I hold Marionette and Maddox on either side of me, closing my eyes...

TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 8...
    
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water


    It has been a week, maybe two since the Christmas party, which was fun.  I loved it.  I just don't know why so many got drunk and had sex...  Drinking is not all that great, nor is sex.  I think the only one that stayed to himself was Marionette, he is always well behaved and I don't think he has any issues at all.  Not that I am aware of, anyway.  I don't get to bond with him much.  In fact, I've lost my bond with a lot of the animatronics.  Darwin does his own thing with his mates.  Foxy, Daz, Flapjack, Bones and Goomba just do their own thing...  Although I have noticed tension between Daz and Foxy, which is odd.  Golden Freddy, of course is very antisocial.  BB does as he pleases.  Maddox, he does the same but he knows better.  Bonnie and Bonbon usually hang out with Freddy and Eddy.  Kenny and Chica, I don't want to know...  I just don't.  I don't know when Mike is coming back, if he ever does.  Jeremy is just...  Jeremy, enough said.
    I lie in bed, not feeling so well nor happy for some reason.  It is odd, normally I wake pretty happy and feeling great, but for some reason, I feel off.  Sick to my stomach almost.  It also does not help that I have a headache.  Maddox and John are in the kitchen right now, I obviously don't want to get up right now.  Sighing, I check the time.  I need to get ready for work...  But I literally don't want to get up.  I just want to lie here...  Not work, nothing...  I exhale deeply, staring up at the ceiling.  I just don't get it...  I am normally more motivated than this... 
    "Krystal?" John's voice startles me so I slowly sit up.
    "Hmm?" My eyes flicker to him.
    "Everything okay?" He wonders, walking over to me.
    "Yeah." I lie.
    "I know that is a lie..." John sits down on my bed and looks at me.
    "I don't know...  I just feel out of sorts and different.  Like I didn't wake up in the greatest of moods, for some reason.  I don't want to do anything, all I want to do is stay in bed and not go to work..." I explain.
    "That isn't like you..." John responds.
    "I know it's not." I narrow my eyes.
    "Anyhow, want anything to eat?  You have not eaten today." John asks.
    "Um...  Sure...  I'll take some cinnamon toast, yogurt and iced water." I respond. 
    "You don't want anything else?  You haven't eaten..." He wonders, concerned.
    "I'm fine, I am not very hungry.  I will be in the kitchen in a bit." I nod.  He stands hesitantly and walks away.  I drag myself out of bed and grab some clothes for work.  I have decided on sweatpants, a hip-hugging tank top and a hoodie over that.  I am tired and don't give a fuck so I pull my hair up into a messy bun and do some eyeliner.  I think some perfume will do some good, cool amazon rain scent, smells nice.  
    Once I am done getting ready for work, I wander off to the kitchen, smelling the cinnamon toast on the way in.  Maddox is sitting at the table, coloring in his book.  I sit down at the table and John sets my plate, bowl, spoon and glass in front of me, all what I asked for.  I dig in shyly.
    "Why are you not eating much again?" Maddox asks.
    "I am eating, I am just not very hungry at this moment." I respond, slightly baffled by his question.
    "She isn't having a very pleasant time..." John murmurs.
    "Awe...  I hope you get better." Maddox frowns slightly.  I nod while spooning some yogurt into my mouth.  I love yogurt.  Especially if it is greek yogurt, that stuff is amazing. 
    "I am going to try and focus at work, I can't promise anything." I murmur.
    "I hope you can.  I will be here if you need me to come get you.  Maddox and I are going to go shopping while you're at work, so I will take you to work." John explains.
    "Shopping?  What for?" I wonder.
    "Groceries, of course.  Plus, I noticed you're running low on some...  Lady things, so I will pick some of those up." John responds.    
    "Ah, I see.  Well, alright." I respond.  I finish up my food and grab my phone and iPod.  John grabs my keys and I lift Maddox into my arms and walk out with him.  I still wear the ring he gave me.  I always will. 
    I climb into the passenger side of my vehicle with Maddox in my lap and my dad climbs into the driver side.  Soon, he takes off so I can get to work.  Suddenly, "Safe" by Westlife plays on the radio.  My heart nearly sinks.  So many memories...  Maddox looks up at me, smiling with those beautiul teddy bear eyes.  A smile spreads across my face and I hug him close to me, singing softly as tears swell in my eyes.  I can feel John glance over at us.  I inhale deeply, to hold back the unwanted tears.  I don't want to cry at the moment, just don't.  
    Soon, we arrive at the pizzeria.  John takes Maddox from me and I climb out of the car.  He sets Maddox down in my spot and I look at him.  I can feel my heart slowly sinking.  This is going to be odd, not having Maddox with me.  He was always with me.
    "Remember, contact me if you need me." John murmurs. 
    "I will...  I love you guys..." I respond.
    "Love you, too baby girl." He says.  Maddox throws himself at me, hugging me tightly.  I hug him tightly, trying not to cry, again.  Soon, we release the hug and I head inside the pizzeria.  I clock in and drag myself to my office, not very comfortable being here.  I plop down into my chair and boot up my laptop, turning on all the cameras.  I pull my earbuds and iPod out and begin listening to music as I keep an eye on the place.  The animatronics seem to be alright, all pretty relaxed.  I like when they are relaxed, it makes me feel more at ease.  Even though I am still pretty unhappy right now.  I don't know why I am so unhappy and unmotivated.  I notice some movement, I look over my laptop and notice Nico is coming in here.  I pull my earbuds out of my ears and look at her.
    "Hey, Krystal...  Where is John and Maddox?" She asks.
    "They are going shopping.  He took me to work.  Need something?" I ask.
    "Oh, yeah.  Um...  Shoot...  What was it?  I forgot.  Anyhow, how are you?" Nico wonders.
    "Not bad, I guess.  Yourself?" I ask to be nice.
    "Tired as hell.  Ready to go home." She giggles lightly.
    "I have not even been here long and I am ready to go home and sleep." I sigh and lightly chuckle. 
    "Well, I better get back to work.  Oh, do you know if we have a vending machine with some gummy worms?  Those sound amazing." She asks.
    "We do, in the break room." I reply with a smile.
    "Thank you.  I am going to get me a few of those, I am really hungry, though I just ate like an hour ago.  But gummy worms sound so good." Nico laughs.  I laugh as well.  She wanders off.  She looks a bit different, she has a glow to her.  That is odd.  Shrugging it off, I begin working.  My iPod is playing "Honest Mistake" by The Bravery.  Love this song.  Now gummy worms do sound good!  Ugh Nico.  I lock my laptop and grab my wallet, heading to the break room with music blaring in my ears.  As I am walking, out of the corner of my eye, I notice Goldy is sitting in a corner.  I pull my earbuds out and approach him, his eyes following me.  Hesitantly, I kneel down to him as he looks into my eyes.  My heart pounds audibly against my ribcage.
    "Goldy, you okay?" I wonder, trying not to freak out at his glare.
    "Not really..." He replies, narrowing his eyes.
    "Awe...  Come on, walk with me." I reply, standing up and holding out my hand.  Goldy places his hand in mine, standing up slowly.  I keep a hold of his hand as we walk.
    "You're so nice to me." He murmurs.
    "Because I care about you, Goldy.  You're very antisocial and it worries me." I answer.
    "I may not show it, but I care about you, too Krystal." Goldy says bashfully.  I smile lightly. 
    "You should come out more often, I am sure others would be shocked to see you." Opening the break room door, I respond. 
    "You really think so?" He wonders.
    "Of course." I reply, pulling out my money.  I put the money in and get some gummy worms, then a bottle of water, I am thirsty.
    "I may do so." Goldy looks at me.  My eyes meet his again.    
    "You should.  You're not so bad to be around." As I am saying that, a smile twitches up on my face.  The door opening startles me.  I turn to see Isaac.  Goldy vanishes.
    "Hey Winchester." He says.    
    "Hey." I reply, slightly upset now.  Isaac approaches me and looks down at me, slightly concerned.
    "You okay sweetie?" He asks.
    "Just having an off night..." I sigh and narrow my eyes.
    "Everything will be alright." He hugs me and whispers it.  I wrap my arms around his torso and hug him back.  
    "Thank you." I murmur. 
    "You're very welcome sweetheart, I really do hate to see you upset..." Isaac says, looking into my eyes.    
    "I am glad you care." I blush lightly.
    "Of course I do.  I am always here if you need anyone to talk to.  You know this." He places his hand on my cheek softly and strokes with his thumb.
    "T-Thank you." I stammer, swallowing hard as my cheeks burn.  His eyes are such a beautiful blue... 
    "Not an issue." He responds.  Isaac leans down and kisses my cheek softly.  I am fifty shades of red right now.  Soon, he pulls away.  I back up and scurry out the door.  Jesus Christ...  Why is he so sweet AND attractive?!  That is not allowed...  Grr...  I head back to my office with my water and gummy worms.  I feel a hand grab my arm.  Turning, I find Jeremy there.
    "Hey, come on." He says.
    "Where?" I ask.    
    "We need to go back to the old pizzeria, I forgot some papers." Jeremy responds.
    "Oh...  Well, okay." Sighing, I reply.  Him and I walk out to his vehicle.  Oddly, he opens the passenger door for me.  I climb in and so does he and we take off.
    "So how are ya today Winchester?" Jeremy asks as he drives to shatter the awkward silence.
    "Fine, you?" I lie.
    "Not bad." Jeremy responds.
    "Good to know.  So what papers did you forget?" I wonder.
    "Just some of the paperwork for responsiblity of animatronics and so on.  All that mumbo jumbo stuff." Jeremy responds with a small giggle.
    "Oh, that makes sense.  So basically...  Bullshit." I reply.
    "That's right, Winchester." He laughs.    
    "Hah, glad you agree Fitzgerald." I giggle lightly.
    "You know...  You're not that bad to be around." Jeremy admits.
    "You're not so bad either, when you're not being a jerk." I reply, half jokingly.
    "Winchester, you're just strange." He teases.
    "That is why I am loved." I state.
    "What or who would love you?..." He wonders.    
    "..." My jaw drops.
    "Kidding.  No, you're a very beautiful young woman, strange but you have a wonderful and caring heart.  Seems as if you'd do anything for those you love.  Any guy, girl, animatronic whichever you prefer, would be so lucky to have you." Jeremy explains.
    "Y-You really think all that?" I am nearly speechless.
    "Of course I do.  I am being honest with you.  I never really get to bond with ya." He answers.
    "You're my boss, Jeremy.  You're supposed to boss me around and be rough with me." I state.
    "I know this.  I just feel I should stop being so hard on you, ya know?  You're not that bad of a person, you're actually a really good person and Mike was smart for hiring you in.  You seem to keep the animtronics in order.  Especially Golden Freddy.  I was actually shocked to at least see him outside of his hiding place." Jeremy responds.
    "You're being really nice to me, thank you.  That actually means a lot to me, Jeremy." I smile lightly.
    "No issues.  So, that Damon guy from Jayy's...  Things work with him?" He asks.
    "We have not been talking in quite a while, I don't know.  I really don't know with anyone right now.  I am sort of not searching for love at the moment.  I don't think I can handle being tied down quite yet." I answer.
    "You're smart, relationships are not all that.  Trust me." Jeremy replies with a small chuckle.
    "Gummy worm?" I offer, holding out one.  He opens his mouth.  I giggle and place it in his mouth.  He chuckles and eats it.
    "Thanks Krystal." Jeremy swallows.
    "Not an issue." I pop one into my mouth as well.  I love these things.
    "If you'd like, you may look around the old pizzeria for some memories.  Just bask in the memories.  I know this is where you had your start." Jeremy says, pulling into the old pizzeria.  
    "It is where I had my start." I nod.  He and I exit his car and head into the old pizzeria.  Wow...  It is completely dead in here now...  I can't believe it.  I pull out my phone and turn on my LED flashlight.  Good, nice and bright so I can see.  Jeremy also has his LED flashlight on his phone. 
    "Wow..." I murmur.
    "I know." He whispers.  I look at him.
    "I miss this place..." I reply.
    "I can tell." Jeremy smiles softly.
    "You should go get your papers.  I'll be looking around." I state. 
    "Please be careful." He says.  I nod and walk off.  I head to see my old office, opening the door.  Nostalgia washes over me as I view it.  Holy hell, so many memories.  I pull out the chair and softly take a seat.  I feel the desk, to be sure I am really here.  This place is still pretty clean, just slightly dusty.  Out of no where, I hear a snarling sound.  What...?  I get up from my old desk and peer out the door.  I notice a very large, vicious looking dog.  It spots me and begins running at me.  I gasp and shut the door.  I can hear it at the door.  Fuck.  I look out the glass window and it notices me and begins attacking the window.  Backing up, I hear the glass crack.  Oh shit, I am fucked!!!  I curl up under the desk and shake in fear.  I don't want to die...  Please go away...  Soon, the barking and growling comes to a stop with a whimper.  I peer out from under the desk and notice it is gone.  Suddenly, I hear some banging at the door.  I get up and open the door hesitanlty.  I notice an animatronic there, one I've never seen.  It is a golden bunny, like Golden Freddy and Bonnie combined.  It has some tears in the suit but still pretty fresh.  Pretty purple eyes, too.  I back up a bit, slightly startled.
    "P-Please don't f-fear me." It speaks, kind of a deep voice.
    "Y-You saved me?" I wonder.
    "Yes...  I-I'm Springtrap." He nods.
    "I'm Krystal Winchester, the night guard." I answer. 
    "It is nice to meet you." Springtrap responds.
    "Likewise.  Why are you not at the pizzeria?" I ask.
    "Just not..." He narrows his eyes.
    "Oh..." I murmur.
    "I've always been here but never mentioned..." Springtrap replies.
    "I don't see why you were never mentioned." I cross my arms.
    "Because I am forgotten." His eyes flicker to me.
    "I am so sorry.  I don't know why people seem to forget you or any animatronic." I approach him hesitantly.  For some reason, I feel as if he will attack me if I come too close.
    "I can sense that you fear me, Krystal." Springtrap states.
    "How?" I ask, swallowing hard.
    "Your body language.  I am not going to hurt you, I promise." He answers, pressing his hand to my cheek softly.
    "Krystal!" I hear Jeremy's voice in the distance, which startles me.    
    "I have to go..." I murmur, sad to leave him behind.
    "W-Will you come back for me?" He asks.
    "Yes, I will." I reply.  Springtrap hugs me and I run off after that.  I find Jeremy by the doors, ready to leave.
    "Ready?" He asks.
    "Yeah, sorry about that.  Memories." I flash a swift smile.
    "It's fine.  Come, I need to get you back to work." Jeremy grabs my hand and we exit the old pizzeria.
    "What will be happening to the old pizzeria?" I wonder as we walk hand in hand.
    "As far as I know, nothing bad will happen to it.  Just wait until someone buys it out, I suppose.  That is what the corportation has told Mike and I anyhow." Jeremy replies, opening the door for me again.  I climb into his car, he shuts the door and climbs in the driver side.  Soon, we leave, heading back to the pizzeria.  
    "So, Winchester..." Jeremy says to get my attention.
    "Yeah?" I look at him, quizzical.
    "What's up with the sweats tonight?  Normally, you wear jeans or something along those lines." He asks.
    "I am just in a very uncomfortable mood tonight." I reply.
    "Do you want to talk about it?" Jeremy wonders, sounding concerned.
    "Ah...  Just...  I don't know." I try to hold back the tears.  He pulls over, turning his four ways on.  Tears stream from my eyes, dammit.  Jeremy grabs my chin softly and looks into my eyes. 
    "It's okay, don't cry." He cleans my tears softly.  I look into his eyes.
    "I-I'm sorry, I don't know what is wrong with me..." I murmur.
    "You have just been strong for too long." Jeremy whispers.  He presses his lips to my forehead softly while cleaning my tears.  I am in shock by his actions.
    "Why are you being so nice to me?" I wonder.
    "Because, I am your boss..." Jeremy whispers.
    "B-But y-"
    "Shh..." He places his finger over my lips, shushing me.  A thick line of blush spreads across my cheeks.  Why am I acting this way?  Why is HE acting this way?  He never acts this way.  Jeremy pulls his finger away from my lips. 
    "Jeremy..." I murmur.
    "Hmm?" He looks at me.
    "N-Nothing." I stammer.  Jeremy presses his lips to my cheek softly.  I am red, again.  Man, I am fucking warm.      
    "Ready to go?" He asks. 
    "I-I am." I swallow nervously.  Him and I head back to the pizzeria, having small talk on the way, keeping the silence away.  After a bit, we arrive back at the pizzeria.  I head inside with him.  This night has officially been super awkward.  I head back to my office and plop down in my chair...  I see Nico streak for the bathroom with her hand clamped over her mouth.  Hmm, she must not be feeling good.  Or is she pregnant...?  I don't even...  Okay...

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    I sit in my office, my shift is almost over, thank goodness.  The animatronics have all behaved well, which is a good thing.  I don't like it when they misbehave, it angers me for some odd reason.  I decide to check the area where Marionette is.  I notice his box is open...  Where could he be?  I shut my laptop down and decide to head to his area.  Once I arrive there, I find him on the floor by his box.  I walk over to him and sit down next to him. 
    "Something wrong?" I ask.
    "Just...  That box is so uncomfortable..." He narrows his eyes.
    "I am sorry to hear that...  I feel bad.  I wish there was something I could do for you." I murmur.
    "I don't think there is." Marionette sighs.  I pull his arm around me and pull him into my lap. 
    "Maybe you could come home with me.  I have room." I whisper.
    "You sure?" He asks.
    "Absolutely." I nod.  I carry him out of the pizzeria after I clock out.  I find my dad there in the parking lot, waiting in my vehicle.  I climb in with Marionette in my arms.  My dad looks at me curiously.
    "What's with the...?" He asks.
    "He is coming home with me.  I think he should sleep somewhere that is comfortable rather than that box..." I murmur.
    "That is understandable." John replies.  We head home.  Marionette seems to be falling asleep in my arms.  That is cute as hell.  Soon, we arrive home and I head inside with him in my arms.
    "I am off to bed guys, I am tired.  If Maddox gets tired, he may come in here." I say as I head to my room.  I close the door and sit down on my bed with Marionette in my lap, cuddling him close.  With my free hand, I take my hair down, place the ponytail holder on my night stand and hold him close to me with both arms.  He is literally curled up in my arms.  I hum to him softly.  Eventually, I drift off to sleep with him in my arms... 

TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 7...


    
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water


    Thanksgiving has flown by, right out the window...  And now it is Christmas.  Maddox and my father both need to open their presents that I had gotten them.  My father is asleep with Maddox in my bed right now, so I woke earlier than both of them to organize their presents.  I hope my dad will like the things I had gotten him.  I also hope Maddox likes what I had gotten him.  My eyes flicker to the time.  Hmm, it is 7am, I had work off last night, shockingly, which is why I am up now.  It felt weird not working last night.  But then again, it was nice to have some time off.  I should ask for time off more often, it's not healthy to work all the time. 
    I look at the presents under the white Christmas tree, which have beautiful, multi-color LED lights, silver garland, ordiments, and a star upon the top.  There are also multi-color lights around the inside and outside of my house, my dad had helped me decorate.  It's nice to have my dad home for the holidays with me.  I love having him with me.  I just hope he doesn't leave me ever again.  If he does, I will be really hurt and upset.  Hmm, maybe I should wake them now.  Or make some breakfast first...  Hmm, tough choice.  I think I will wake them, let them open their presents and then make some breakfast.  Nodding to myself, I head to my room and walk over to me, then wake them.
    "Dad, Maddox, come on.  Time to get up and open presents!" I exclaim.  My dad jolts upright as Maddox slowly wakes up.
    "You okay?" My dad asks.
    "Of course I am, just thought I'd wake you two up so you can open presents." I reply. 
    "Presents!?" Maddox asks, getting excited.
    "Yeah, come on.  In the living room." I answer with a smile.  Maddox jumps up and I lift him into my arms.  My dad gets out of bed slowly and stretches.  He is wearing plaid pajama pants and a black t-shirt.  As I am wearing plaid pajama pants and a gray t-shirt.  I am just like my dad. 
    "I will be in there shortly." My dad says.  I nod and walk Maddox into the living room.  I pull out all his presents and sit on the floor wiith him. 
    "Go ahead and starts opening them baby." I give him approval.  Maddox begins opening his presents.  I got him a toy microphone, different color bow ties and top hats, some toys and candy.  Soon, my dad walks in here with a box in his arms.  My look turns quizzical.  He sits on the floor by Maddox and I, so I hand him his presents.
    "Open them." I state.
    "I will, but first..." My dad opens the box and hands Maddox and I presents.  I look at him curiously.
    "What are these for...?" I ask.
    "You, my daughter." He responds, opening his presents.  I got my dad some cool shirts, like plaid, smartass remarks t-shirts, a platinum watch with a beautiful blue back to it, supporting the silver hands and the diamonds all around it, acting as the numbers.  And I also bought my dad some lounge pants, jeans and some new shoes.  I begin opening my presents, loving each one so far.  He has gotten me some plaid shirts, loosely knitted sweaters, jeans, lounge pants, new shoes and some bracelets. 
    "Thank you for the presents, dad, I love them." I go to hug him but he stops me.
    "One more gift." He says, handing me another gift.  It is a small box with wrapping paper and a pink bow on it.  I decide to open it, tearing off the paper then opening the small box.  Inside, I find a platinum bracelete with a heart dangling from it.  I decide to look at the heart and notice the words "John Winchester's baby girl forever" engraved into it.  Tears begin to drip down from my eyes.  I look at my dad.  He smiles softly and turns the heart over which has "I am so sorry for leaving you, my daughter.  I'll never leave you again" engraved into it, looks like his handwriting on this side.
    "Dad!" I cry hard and hug him tightly.
    "I am so sorry baby girl.  I will never leave you again, I swear." My dad whispers, crying softly.
    "Y-You better not.  I missed you so fucking much." I murmur.  John holds me tight to him.  Unfortunately, my stomach growls, causing us both to stop hugging and giggle.
    "Looks like my baby girl is hungry." John laughs.
    "I am starving." I reply.  John stands up and holds out his hand.  I place my hand in his and he helps me up.  I look down at Maddox, who is admiring his presents.
    "Are you hungry, love?" I wonder.
    "I am." Maddox responds.
    "Alright, I will bring you breakfast when it is done." I smile and walk to the kitchen.  John follows me to the kitchen and grabs the coffee.
    "Want any?" He asks.
    "No no, I am good.  What do we want for breakfast?" I wonder.
    "Do you know how to make omelets?" He looks at me.
    "I don't..." I admit shyly.
    "Awe, I will make them.  Just help me out, alright?" John responds.
    "I will actually make Maddox some pancakes while you whip up the omelets, Maddox loves sweets." I reply.
    "Ah, gotcha." He replies, pulling out the carton of eggs, shredded cheddar cheese and some ham cubes.  John and I work our way around the kitchen, making breakfast.  It smells ravishing in here...
    After breakfast, I clean up the mess we had made and John plays with Maddox for a while, it is so cute.  I love the fact my dad is bonding with him.  I think it is cute.  My phone sounds, pulling it out of my pocket, I notice Jeremy is calling me.  Good God.
    "Yes Jeremy?" I take the call.
    "Hey, Merry Christmas, first of all." Jeremy says.
    "Oh, Merry Christmas Jeremy.  Thanks." I reply.
    "You're very welcome.  Are you coming to the Christmas Party at work tonight?" Jeremy asks.
    "Christmas Party?  At work?" I wonder.
    "Yes." He replies.
    "Oh, yeah.  What time does it start?" I ask, looking at the time, which it is 9:20am.
    "It starts at 7:30pm." He answers
    "I will be there." I answer. 
    "Awesome, looking forward to it!" He says, to me it sounds as if he is trying to be cheerful.
    "See ya." I hang up shortly after I respond.  I walk to the living room where my dad and Maddox are.
    "Who was that, baby girl?" John asks.
    "My boss.  Tonight is the Christmas Party at work and you two are coming with me." I answer.
    "Yay!!" Maddox claps.  I smile and sit down.

    TIME SKIP:
    Right now I am in my bathroom, drying my hair from my nice, hot shower, getting ready for the Christmas Party.  I already have my clothes in here for the Christmas party.  Tonight, I have decided to wear an outfit like a demon hunter.  Which is combat boots, dark jeans, a gray, hip-hugging undershirt, and black and red plaid button up shirt over that.  After drying my body off, I pull on my clothes and hunt for a comb.  I need to clean again, my bathroom is a mess.  Soon, I find a comb and comb out my hair.  Hmm, what should I do with this mess today?  I look at myself in the mirror for a while.  I am so unsure.  A knock on the door startles me.    
    "Who is it?" I ask.
    "Your father, you good in there?" John wonders.    
    "I am good.  Just have to do my hair and make up." I reply.   
    "Alright baby girl." John responds.  I pull out my make up bag and do my eyeliner nice and dark, as usual.  I decide on some gray eyeshadow to pop out my eyes and red lipstick, of course to match the plaid shirt.  After thinking, I finally decide what to do with my hair.  I pull it up into a ponytail with a braid on the left side.  I look good.  My eyes flicker down to the platinum bracelet John has gotten me.  A smile spreads across my face.  Once I am done, I spray some perfume on myself and head to the kitchen where my dad is sitting, on his phone and drinking some water.  He looks up at me while drinking water and nearly spits it out.      
    "H-Holy..." His cheeks flush.
    "What...?" I wonder.
    "You are definetly my daughter...  You look like a demon hunter..." John replies.
    "Thanks daddy." I reply.    
    "Ah, anytime sweetie." He clears his throat.  Maddox walks in here and looks at me. 
    "Woah..." He blushes.
    "Ha, thanks." I smile, already knowing what he is thinking.
    "You look...  Wonderful." Maddox smiles widely.
    "Thank you guys." I blush lightly.  They both nod and I pull out my phone.  I notice a text message from Jeremy.
    "I forgot to tell you on the phone you can bring John and Maddox with you." I read it in my head.
    "I planned to take them anyway..." I text back.  Weirdo...  I think I know he won't have an issue...  Is he making an excuse to text me?  I shake off the thought.  I look at the time, it is 7:05pm. 
    "Alright guys, let's head out." I murmur. 
    "Could you fix my bow tie?" Maddox asks.  Nodding, I walk over to him and fix his green bow tie.  He is wearing a red top hat for Christmas.  Awe, red and green.  That is so cute.  I lift him into my arms, grab by keys and my wallet.  John follows me out, locking up the house.  On the way there, Maddox is in my lap as my dad drives, I really didn't feel like driving, especially with snow on the roads.  I notice the song "Safe" by Westlife comes on, so I turn it up a bit and hug Maddox.    
    "Is there a meaning behind this song?" John asks, looking at us.
    "Maddox and I slow danced to this song whenever he or I were both feeling broken." I reply.    
    "That is really cute." John smiles and pays attention to the road.  I sing to Maddox on the way to Freddy's.  Maddox loves when I sing to him.  I love when I hold him close and sing to him.  Soon, we arrive at Freddy's and I carry Maddox inside with my dad following me.  Wow, it is decorated really nicely.  Colorfuly, twinkly lights, garland, a cute Christmas tree...  Wow, I love it.  The main room is so full of Christmas decorations and people.  The animatronics are on stage, performing their Christmas songs and so on.  It is nice to actually see people here, happy and enjoying.  Jeremy finds us.
    "Hey guys, woah.  Krystal, you look really good." Jeremy's eyes flicker to me, blushing lightly.    
    "She does, doesn't she?" John puts his arm around me, in a protective manner.  I smile lightly.
    "Mmmhm." Jeremy nods. 
    "Where is Nico at?" I wonder.        
    "She should be over by the snack table." Jeremy responds.    
    "Cool.  Dad, I'll be back." I murmur, handing Maddox to my dad.  He nods and contines to glare at Jeremy.  He's so protective of me.  I shake it off and walk over to the snack table to find Nico there.  She turns to me.  My cheeks heat up once I see her.  She is wearing some nice, ass hugging jeans, and a hip hugging keyhole sweater.  Damn...  Her breasts look nice...  She is also wearing some light and beautiful make up.
    "Woah, you look amazing." I state.
    "Thank you!  So do you, as always." She offers a sweet smile.        
    "You're very welcome." I return the gesture.
    "How is it having your dad back?" Nico asks.    
    "It's really nice.  I love him to death and I am so glad to have him back." I answer.
    "Does he know about your self harm?" She wonders.
    "No, he doesn't.  Not yet." I respond.
    "You really should tell him, Krystal.  He deserves to know the pain you've dealt with." Nico encourages me.
    "I probably should tell him.  He is my dad, after all." Narrowing my eyes, I answer.
    "Don't be afraid to tell him, hun.  I am sure he will love you no matter what." Nico tries to brighten the mood. 
    "Thanks Nico." I force a smile.  She nods.  I grab some crackers and cheese off the snack table and walk over to John and Maddox.  Jeremy is still here, weird.    
    "Yeah, she's an excellent worker...  Oh hey." Jeremy says, waving at me.
    "Hey.  Dad, I gotta talk to you...  Alone.  Jeremy, can we use your office?" I wonder.
    "Um, sure..." Jeremy answers.
    "Alright cool.  Maddox, you may run around and play if you want, just don't get lost, okay?" I take him from my dad and place him down.  Maddox nods and runs off.  My dad and I walk to Jeremy's office, the music and laughter soon fading into a distance.  We both enter his office and I close the door behind me.
    "What is it?" John asks.        
    "You gotta know...  I self harm..." I sigh, pulling up my sleeves to reveal my scars and some fresh cuts.  His eyes widen.
    "Baby girl...  Please...  You can't keep cutting.  If you feel like cutting, come to me.  I feel like I've failed you..." John murmurs, grabbing my arm and feeling my cuts. 
    "You have not failed me dad...  I am so sorry.  I will stop, okay?  I just...  I was under so much stress it wasn't even funny..." I reply.
    "No more, baby.  Please, I beg of you.  These cuts are too harsh for comfort." He pleads.  Instead of responding, I hug him tightly and he cries.  I hold back my tears. 
    "No more..." I agree finally.
    "That's a good girl." He whispers, swaying with me gently.  After my father and I have talked, we both head back out to the party.  I am super hungry right now.  And really thirsty.  
    "Hey dad?" I tug his shirt.
    "Hmm?" He looks at me.
    "Could you get me some pizza and a Coke?" I wonder.  He nods, kisses my forehead softly and walks away.  I head to find a table to sit at.  Noticing someone familiar, I walk over to a table by the stage.  I notice Dr. Drevis and Dr. Sheppard at the table, chatting and eating pizza.  Alfred looks at me.
    "Ms. Winchester?" He wonders, in disbelief.
    "In the flesh." I answer.  He and Mark stand up, coming to hug me.  I hug them both.    
    "My my, you have certainly changed." Alfred observes me.
    "She has.  My goodness, you look beautiful." Mark smiles.
    "Thanks guys." I respond.  I notice someone different sitting by where Alfred was sitting, reading.  My expression turns quizzical.  He seems to be deep into his reading.  But I can't help but wonder who he is.  He looks like Alfred but slightly different.  Suddenly, his eyes flicker to me and I flush.  His eyes are a beautiful, icy blue. 
    "Neil, come." Alfred says.  He places his book down, gets up and walks over to us.
    "Hello, I am Dr. Neil Watts." Neil says, his voice soft...  Velvet like.      
    "Krystal Winchester." I respond.  He extends his hand out.  I place my hand in his and he shakes my hand gently.
    "Nice to meet you." Neil responds.
    "Likewise." I nod. 
    "Baby, here is your pizza and Coke.  I got me some, t-  Hello...  Who are you all?" John asks them.
    "Dad, this is Dr. Mark Sheppard, Dr. Alfred Drevis and Dr. Neil Watts." I point to each one of them.
    "Nice you meet you all.  I'm the dad, John Winchester." John responds.
    "Likewise.  You have a wonderful daughter." Alfred purrs, his eyes observing me in a subtle way.    
    "I do." John replies.    
    "Did you guys want to join us?" Mark wonders.    
    "Yes please." I respond.  Mark pulls out a chair for me beside him and I sit down.  John sits on my right, Mark on my left, Alfred across from me and Neil beside Alfred. 
    "So...  How did you meet my daughter, Drevis?" My dad asks.
    "I met her at the old location.  It was delightful, I tell you.  Her old boss, Mike Schmidt, introduced me to her." Alfred responds.  I bite into my pizza.
    "I see.  How about you, Sheppard?" John looks at Mark.
    "Oh, she was in a car accident and I had to wrap her torso." Mark replies.
    "Watts?" John looks at him.
    "Mr. Winchester, I had met her only seconds before you came." Neil responds.
    "Ah.  Awesome." John nods.  Neil sips on his iced water and picks his book back up and begins reading again.  He doesn't seem interested in socializing with me...  But I sure am interested in him...  I can't help but flicker my eyes to him once in a while.  But this time, once my eyes flicker to him, his eyes dart to mine then swiftly back down to his book.  A small smile curves upon his lips.  Suddenly, I feel insecure. 
    "I am going outside for some air." I murmur, standing and feeling warm.  Neil's eyes flicker up to me.    
    "Alright hun, take your time." John rubs my back softly.  I nod and walk out, making my way through drunk, staggering people.  The alcohol smell makes me sick to my stomach.  Once I reach the doors, I step outside.  The cool, winter air hits my body that feels like I am on fire.  Damn, what a nice relief.  I grab a seat on the sidewalk and look up at the navy sky, painted with white speckles and a crescent moon, illuminating the sky.  Someone sits beside me.  I notice it is Neil.
    "Everything alright?" He wonders.    
    "Yeah, I just needed some air.  Too warm and the smell of alcohol was making me feel sick to my stomach." I reply.
    "Ah, I see.  Smart girl for not even remotely liking the smell of alcohol." He murmurs.    
    "I think alcohol is just too strong." I look at him.
    "It is, for me anyhow." Neil agrees.    
    "So, how did you meet Drevis and Sheppard?" I wonder.
    "Drevis and Sheppard had just started associating with me one day at the hospital in the break room.  Other than that, I have never really paid much attention to my surroundings.  When I have a break, I usually read quietly and eat my lunch in peace.  But now, since Drevis and Sheppard have become aquintances of mine, I socialize with them at lunch and during work hours." Neil explains.
    "That is nice of them to socialize with you, Neil.  You seem to be the type that doesn't exactly do parties or bad things, you know?" I comment.
    "Ah, Ms. Winchester, I do enjoy a party once it a while.  It is nice to kick back and let loose once in a while.  I don't exactly do...  Bad things, Krystal.  I am just...  I have a bad past and I take painkillers to ease the pain." He sighs, ruffling his hair a bit.
    "Ah, you see...  I don't take pain killers.  I more or less endure pain." I lift my sleeves.    
    "Ms. Winchester, you really should not be doing so.  Trust me.  I know you have had a bad past as well, Drevis has told me, plus...  It is in those beautiful eyes of yours." Neil nudges my elbow softly.
    "Mr. Watts, you should really stop pain killers to ease your emotional pain." I nudge back.
    "I'll stop...  If you do." He suggests.
    "Deal." I agree and we shake hands to seal the deal.
    "What age are you, Krystal?" He aks.
    "I am 22, you, Neil?" I wonder.        
    "I am 24." He responds. 
    "Not bad." I murmur, pulling out my phone and checking the time.  Damn, time has flew by...  It is 9:45pm now.
    "Ms. Winchester...  I'd like to have your number, get to know you more." Neil pulls out his phone and hands it to me.  Blushing, I program my number into his phone then hand it back to him.  He smiles softly.
    "You may text me at anytime, even while I am at work." I answer.    
    "Oh?  Where do you work?" He wonders.
    "Here.  I am a security guard." I reply.
    "Interesting.  You know...  You are the first girl who has actually talked to me this long." Neil mentions.
    "Is that so?" I cock my head to the side, amused.    
    "That is so." He nods.    
    "Well, I'd definetly like to talk more." I respond. 
    "Likewise." Neil winks.  After a bit of talking, Neil and I eventually wander back inside...

    TIME SKIP:
    Things have begun to slow down as time has ticked on, people leaving, giving hugs and so much.  Drevis and Sheppard have left, Watts has stayed with my father and I.  The animatronics are all having fun, drinking and so on.  Chica is definetly drunk and Kenny is watching over her.  Nico and Bonnie are drunk as well and seem to be super full of lust right now.   
    "I am going to go find Maddox, see if he is good." John says.  I nod.  He wanders off and Neil and I sit at the table, observing the party that is dwindling down.  I notice Chica is walking - or attempting to.  Kenny is by her side, his arm around her.  She seems to be in a flirty mood right now.
    "Kenny, I need to go to the bathroom." Chica says.
    "Okay." He responds, lifting her into his strong arms and carrying him off.  My eyes follow them and eventually find Neil.
    "So you watch them every night?" Neil asks.
    "I do.  Come, I'll show you my office." I respond, getting up.  Neil rises and follows me.  On the way, both of us hear the storage room door shut...  I don't want to know.  Jeremy has left me to lock up the place, oh yay...  Neil and I reach my office and I give him a small tour. 
    "Seems like a nice, comfy office to be in." Neil mentions.
    "It is.  I usually have my little one in here with me and now my dad will be in here with me, since he came back." I answer.
    "Little one?" Neil questions.
    "Yeah, he is an animatronic.  His name is Maddox, cute little bear.  I love him to pieces." I nod, smiling lightly.
    "I'd like to see him sometime." Neil replies.
    "I can show you him sometime, I just am unsure of where he is." I murmur.
    "You don't have to show me now." Neil smiles lightly.
    "I should find him, he goes home with me." I search the vents and so on.  Of course, I find him in the vent.  He crawls out to me and I lift him into my arms.
    "Is this him?" Neil wonders.
    "It sure is.  Maddox, this is Dr. Neil Watts." I introduce Maddox.
    "Hi Neil." Maddox murmurs.
    "Hello Maddox." He offers a polite smile.  Maddox half smiles, he looks sleepy.  I should take him home.  I should go home anyhow.  Soon, John shows up in my office.
    "Ready to go home soon, sweetie?" He wonders.
    "Yeah, I am.  Neil, it was nice meeting you.  I have to lock this place up.  I will text you sometime." I answer.
    "Right, Ms. Winchester, Mr. Winchester, Maddox, have a wonderful night and a happy new year.  Take care." Neil says politely and walks off.  He is really sweet and cute. 
    "Dad, go ahead and take Maddox to the car, start it and warm it up.  I will be out in a few." I hand over Maddox and the keys.
    "Sure thing." He nods and walks out.  I check the laptop and shut it down for the night.  I turn off the lights as well and begin to head out.  And as I am heading out, I notice Jeremy's office light is still on.  But...  He left...  Hesitantly, I open the door and walk into his office.  I notice his chair is turned around, the back of it against the desk.  That is odd.  Hmm.  I walk over to the chair and turn it around.  I find Isaac there and jump a bit.  His blue eyes flicker to me.
    "Hey, what are you doing here?" I wonder.
    "Just...  Thinking.  Plus, my leg kind of hurts tonight, so I haven't walked home yet." Isaac responds.
    "I can help you.  Take my hand." I hold out my hand.  Softly, he places his hand in mine and I help him up.  He winces a bit and I pull his arm around my shoulder and wrap my arm around his torso.  I walk out of Jeremy's office with him, shutting the lights off and locking it up.  Isaac looks down at me as we walk together, me supporting him.  I look at him and smirk lightly. 
    "Krystal, I really appreciate this, you truly don't have to do this." Isaac whispers as we walk.
    "It's fine, I try to help those who need it." I answer.  As we walk by the storage room, I hear some moaning.  Both of our eyes widen and our cheeks flush.  So both of us hurry by and out to my car, locking the place up of course.  I head to the drivers door where my dad is and he rolls the window down.
    "Could you drive him home?" I wonder.
    "Yes." John responds.  Isaac and I climb in the back seat, him wincing lightly.  My father takes off and Isaac tells him the directions.  I notice Isaac has his arm around me still.  I blush lightly at the thought.
    "So, what happened, Isaac?" John asks.
    "My leg had started hurting and I didn't exactly want to walk home at the moment, until the pain went away." Isaac responds as John pulls up to the house.  I help Isaac out of the car and walk him to his door.
    "I am going to help you to your room, okay?" I state, reassuring him.  He nods and unlocks his door.  I walk him inside and to his room.  He has a nice house, very nice ambient lighting, soft looking furniture, beige walls and navy blue ceiling.  Very nice house, I love the setting of it.  Soon, we reach his room.
    "Are you going to change into pajamas or anything?"  Will you be okay?" I wonder.
    "Nah, and I will be okay.  I am tired." Isaac responds, lying down. 
    "Goodnight, Isaac.  I hope you had a wonderful Christmas." I murmur.
    "Goodnight.  And I did.  I am sure you did as well." Isaac respond.  I walk over to him, lean down and hug him.  While hugging him, I lose my balance and fall on him.  He blushes and I do, too.  Swiftly, I get up and scurry out.  I hop into the car and we all head home...  I am ready for bed...

TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 6...
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
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  • Drinking: Water


    It has been a month or so since then, I don't even know.  Time seems to slip me lately, since I am so damn depressed.  I have been quiet at work, not wanting to talk to anyone at all...  Jeremy is concerned about me...  Mike... I don't know what to say about him.  He can be so god damn infuriating at times, especially since he is beyond grumpy.  I understand why he is, he is depressed, but so am I.  
    My phone sounds, startling me.  Mike is calling me...  What...?  I don't know why he is calling me or what he wants, it must be important, I guess.
    "What is it...?" I pick up the call.
    "Hey...  You alright?" Mike asks.
    "Not really...  Where is Jeremy?" I question.
    "Not here...  Look, I just want to say I am s-"
    "Please don't...  You applied the pressure to have my crystallized...  I am hurting, a lot...  I don't want any apologies right now.  I just...  Don't." I cut him off.
    "Krystal, please I-"
    "Mike, I have to go.  I need to get ready for work." I cut him off once again and hang up.  I toss my phone on my nightstand, curl up into a ball, cover my eyes and cry hard.  No one is with me right now, I don't want anyone in here at the moment.  I got Mike a puppy that looks like his dog, Jeremy and Isaac helped me pick her out.  I got her little puppy carrier, a collar, new bowls, toys, and puppy food.  I need to give him the puppy when I get to work.  I drag myself out of bed, despite tears making my eyes blurry as hell.  I grab my phone, clothes and head to the bathroom.  Today I am wearing black sweats, a dark red hip hugging tank top and a black hoodie.  I do my make up, nothing too much, just some light eyeliner and I leave my hair down after combing through it.  I still don't feel like doing too much.  It makes me wonder why Jeremy is not at work, I wonder if he is sick.  He must be, he never misses work...  But I am really going to miss him.  I wanted a hug from him.  I pick up my phone and decide to text him.
    "I'm going to miss you at work, in all honesty." I type out and send it.  Once I am done in the bathroom, I head to the kitchen with my hood up.  John has the puppy carrier on the table, along with the bag full of her things.  I walk over there and look in the carrier, she is so cute.
    "Want anything to eat?" John asks.
    "No, I'm okay." I answer.  I don't feel hungry, though I haven't eaten in about a day or so.  
    "You haven't eaten since Saturday..." John murmurs.
    "I'm just not hungry." I fold my arms over my tummy and narrow my eyes.
    "Can I at least get you something to drink?" He questions.
    "Iced water is fine." I nod.  John grabs me a glass of iced water and hands it to me.  I take it and sip on it, this should help any trace of hunger vanish.  Marionette walks over to me and looks down at me then wraps his arm around me.  With my free arm, I wrap it around his torso.  
    "I think you need time off work, Krystal." John says.
    "No, I'll be fine." I reply quietly.  
    "You are no where near fine!  Look at you!!  Stop being so god damn stubborn!!!" He yells at me.
    "Mr. Winchester, I wouldn't yell at your daughter at the moment..." Marionette suggests.  Tears prick in my eyes as my lips quiver.  I throw my glass down, breaking it and not caring, grab my keys, phone, iPod, carrier and all that.
    "Good fucking night." I walk out and slam the door.  I head into my car, start it and take off for work.  Fuck him, he is just as fucking stubborn.  As I am driving, I turn on some music to calm down, hopefully.  I want to cry but I am angry at the same time.  Anger and depression does not mix at all.  I hope my dad does not try to hurt Marionette...  I don't like a thought of Marionette getting hurt.  Or Maddox.  
    Soon, I arrive at work and head inside.  Man, it is pretty cold outside.  Once I am inside, I head to Mike's office.  I open the door and peak my head in there.
    "Mike...  Close your eyes, please and don't look." I murmur.  He nods and closes his eyes.  I walk in and set the carrier down by the door, shutting the door behind me.  I walk over to his desk and pull out all the items in the bag, setting them on the desk.
    "Open up." I whisper.  Mike opens those smoldering gray eyes and notices the items on his desk.
    "Krystal, I appreciate all this but Bowser is dead." Mike tries not to cry.  I walk over to the carrier, open it and lift the puppy into my arms, then walk over to him.  His eyes widen.
    "This is your new puppy...  You may name her what you want, Mike." I murmur.  He stands up and walks over to me, looking down at the puppy.  Tears immediately flow from his eyes, without a warning.
    "M-May I hold her?" He asks, looking into my eyes.
    "Of course, she is yours." I hold her out.  Mike takes her into his arms, petting her and crying.  I can't help the tears swelling in my eyes.  I force a fake smile to hold back the tears.  
    "Krystal...  T-Thank you, so much." Mike cries and giggles at the same time as the puppy licks his face.
    "It's no problem, Mike." I reply.  
    "Can I apologize yet?" He asks.
    "It's not the best idea, I am still not ready for that." I answer. 
    "I understand..." He narrows his eyes.  
    "I am heading to my office now, I need to get to work.  Let me know what you name her, when you do." I begin to walk out.
    "I wanted your help on naming her." Mike admits.
    "For some reason...  I see her as Hazel or Violet." I reply.
    "I'll play with those names." Mike responds.  I nod and walk out then head to my office.  I plop down in my chair with a sigh and pull out my phone.  Jeremy has replied!!
    "I'll miss you, too.  I hope work isn't too rough for you tonight, hun.  Speaking of work, I think the head honcho is allowing me to become the boss, Mike will be my assistant boss.  But for tonight, he is in charge.  You don't have to be at work if you don't want to be, or if you do go to work and shit gets out of hand for you, go home." I read it.  Jeremy is so sweet.  
    "Thank you, Jeremy.  If things get too out of hand for me, I will be going home.  I really don't feel well and I just...  I'm hurting, you know why.  I didn't think I'd hurt for so long, but I am.  Please hurry back to work." I reply and send it.  I miss him, so much.  I look at the time and sigh.  I really just don't want to be here at the moment.  I boot up my lap top and begin to monitor the place.  I run my fingers through my hair as I monitor, exhaling softly.  I look down at my phone and notice I have another text message from Jeremy.
    "I know why you're hurting, Krystal.  It will take time for you to heal.  I will try to hurry back to work, if this flu would ever go away.  Anyhow, I am going now.  I don't feel so well and I need some rest.  I will see you when I get back, love ya kid." I read it.
    "Alright...  Get better Jeremy.  And...  Love ya, too..." I type out and press send.  He loves me?  I shake it off and get back to monitoring the place.  I switch the camera to the pirates cove and notice Foxy and Daz are standing up, faces inches apart from each other.
    "Ye best back off, mate." Foxy warns him.
    "Or what, you stupid fox?" Daz snaps.
    "That's it!!" Foxy growls then tackles Daz.  Ah shit...  I lock my lap top, grab my tazer, hand cuffs then run off to the pirates cove.  As I am running, I notice Mangle swings down from the ceiling, her face in front of mine as she hisses.  I gasp and fall back on my ass.  I pant softly.
    "Y-You demonic...  Bitch." I growl.  She hisses at me and crawls back into the ceiling.  I get up and run to the cove, ignoring her.  I arrive at the cove and notice Foxy and Daz are on the floor, fighting physically.  
    "Get off!!!" Daz shouts at him, trying to push him off.
    "No!!  Ye worthless jackass!!" Foxy pins him.  Goomba and Bones are in the corner, unsure of what to do.  I pull out my tazer and turn it on.  Foxy and Daz hear it, gasp and look at me.  
    "Knock it off." I snap.  I walk over to them, grab Foxy's hook and Daz's hand and cuff them together.
    "What the?!" Foxy tries to pull away from the cuffs.
    "You two are going to stay cuffed until you sort your shit out!!" I shout.
    "Good luck with that..." Daz murmurs.  
    "I'll make sure of it.  The key is coming home with me.  And I will tell all the animatromics not to break the chain.  I am not allowing you guys to keep fighting like this, sort it out." I respond.
    "Fuck ye, stupid security bitch." Foxy snaps.
    "Yeah, I've been called worse.  But at least I didn't bite someone's frontal lobe..." I snicker.  Foxy gasps and shuts his mouth.
    "Thank you." Goomba says.
    "No problem.  Alright, I'm out." I walk out and head back to my office.  God, I am so fucking frustrated right now.  I could use some music or something.  Or just to cry.  I stop and lean against the wall, running both hands through my hair, sniffling and panting softly, trying not to cry.  Sucking it up, I decide to walk around the building for a little bit.  I don't exactly like how frustrated I am right now.  As I walk by the main room, I notice Nico and Bonnie in there, him rubbing her 3 month baby bump.  My jealousy flares wildly...  He leans down and kisses it then listens to the bump.  I exhale through my nose, clench my fists and keep walking.  As I am walking, I hear faint guitar playing.  I decide to listen and follow where it is coming from.  I peer through the door in the back storage room and notice Bonbon playing his guitar, sort of a melancholy tune.  I open the door quietly and go in there, closing it behind me softly.  Good thing he can't see me, since he has his back against me.
    "Just like balloons
    We soar on our own
    Finally free
    From the pain of our home
    And just like balloons
    That no one will hold
    Free from the truth
    That no one will know..." Bonbon sings softly.  I walk over to him and kneel down in front of him.  Bonbon gasps and jumps.
    "K-Krystal...  H-Hi." He stammers nervously, spreading a smile across his face.  His smile looks forced.
    "Are you alright?" I question.
    "Just fine, thank you." Bonbon responds.  I can tell he isn't.
    "You're not, tell me." I grab his guitar and place it down against the wall.  For the first time I've seen, he frowns.
    "You're good at sensing things." He sighs and narrows his eyes.  I sit beside him and look at him.
    "I am.  And it is not like you to play such a melancholy tune.  Talk to me, hun." I respond.
    "I know...  I just feel a little lonely...  You know?" Bonbon admits.
    "I am always here, in my office." I place my hand on his shoulder.
    "I know, but you're always with the Marionette.  Always and I...  I just kind of want to hold you when you're hurting.  I hate to see you so upset, so stressed and I know you're having a bad night tonight." Bonbon explains.
    "If you ever want me, just come to my office Bonbon.  I am always here for you and everyone else." I wrap my arm around him.  Bonbon pulls me in his lap and holds me close.  I curl up against his soft, blue and white fur.  I stroke his chest lightly.  
    "I love your company." He whispers.
    "And I love yours." I admit.  Bonbon looks down at me.  I smile softly.  He strokes my cheek softly as I lean into his palm.  
    "Enjoying this?" He asks.
    "Yes." I whisper, rubbing my cheek against his soft hand.  
    "You know...  You are a very beautiful woman...  Remember the time I was curious about your lipstick?" Bonbon questions.
    "I do, why?" I look at him, quizzical. 
    "I really...  Wanted to kiss you." He admits.
    "I'm not that beautiful." I murmur.
    "Yes you are.  You're beautiful at all times." Bonbon caresses my cheek softly, placing his fingers under my chin and softly lifting my face to his.  My hazel eyes interlock with his vibrant green eyes.
    "T-Thank you." I swallow hard.  Bonbon leans down, his nose nuzzles mine softly as I feel his lips brush against mine.  I place both of my hands in his chest and press my lips to his softly.  He cups my face in his hands, kissing me gently.  After a bit, both of us pull away and I exhale softly.
    "Y-You kiss much gentler than Bonnie ever did." I whisper.  
    "Because I am sweet and gentle.  Your lips felt nice on mine." He smiles softly.  It's too bad I am confused on the inside right now...  
    "Thank you.  It is nice to know I am a good kisser." I blush lightly.
    "Of course you are." Bonbon strokes the blush on my cheek.  The door opens and I notice my dad walks in here.  
    "Krystal...  May I talk to you...  Alone?" John asks.
    "Sure." I sigh and get off his lap.
    "Thanks for coming to cheer me up." Bonbon says.
    "No problem." I kiss his cheek and walk out with John, closing the door for Bonbon.
    "What do you want?" I ask, crossing my arms.
    "I just came to say I am sorry for mistreating you at home, I didn't mean to.  I just don't want you hurt." John whispers.
    "You don't want me hurt?...  It's way too fucking late for that.  Where the fuck were you years ago when I needed you huh?!  Why did you even fucking leave to demon hunt?!  So what, a demon killed mom but that doesn't mean you needed to leave me when I was 6, dad!!  You missed my elementary, middle, and high school life!  I was stuck with Uncle James, and I was always on the verge of suicide my last 2 years of high school!!!  How could you leave me like that?!  Why did you never come back!?  I could have been dead a long time ago and you would have never fucking noticed because you were too busy hunting for a demon that killed mom instead of just fucking moving on!!!!  And you know what else hurts?!!  I can't bear a fucking child when I had sex out of love, not lust and being drunk but Nico can!!  EVERYTHING HURTS DAD!!!!  AND I JUST DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE!!!!!" I scream at him, tears flowing from my eyes nonstop.  John looks completely baffled.  I notice Nico and Bonnie are around the corner, watching.  I don't give a fuck.
    "Krystal...  I-I'm so sorry..." John falls to his knees.  
    "I'm out..." I sigh and walk away.
    "Krystal..." Nico and Bonnie say.  I turn to them.
    "Do not, for one fucking second, talk to me you drunk fucks." I snap then resume walking.  I pull my phone out and text Jeremy.
    "Tonight is too much to handle, going home early." I type and press send.  I head to my office, close my lap top, grab all my things and head to Mike's office to tell him I am leaving.  I walk into his office.
    "Mike, I am leaving.  I am so fucking done for tonight." I sigh.
    "That is fine.  Would you mind dropping these keys off at Jeremy's house?" Mike asks, holding out Jeremy's work keys.  I grab them and leave work to Jeremy's house so I can drop off his keys.  I can't believe I snapped at my dad like that...  Holy hell...  
    Soon, I arrive at his house and approach the door.  As I stand by the door, I hear a lot of moaning and all that...  Blushing a bright red, I walk away and swiftly head home.  Not what I wanted to hear at all, definitely not...  Once I get home, I rush to my room, lock my door and lie down in bed, crying my eyes out...

TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 9 (PART 2)...
   
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

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Hey, I am Krystyna, I go by Kris a lot. I am currently in a relationship. I am panromantic, asexual and agender, which means my brain does not click with my gender and it doesn't tell me if I am a male or female... So, I feel no connection to male or female, in all honesty. I like to study, write, draw, etc. I need to upload some art on here -_- I am an idiot. There is not much to know about me, I guess.
































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