I jolt upright, noticing it is cold as fuck in my room. Jesus. I grab my phone and check the weather. Only 29 degrees out, I miss summer. I hate winter. Winter has to be the worst fucking season ever. Summer is only terrible when it is like extremely scorching hot out, hot to the point of feeling like you're burning alive. I look beside me and notice Enrique is not here. Seriously? This kid is driving me fucking nuts. Always fucking leaving. God I hate that. Maybe it was a bad idea for me to take him in.
I drag myself out of bed, cold as fuck. I head to the heat adjuster and turn the heat up higher. After that, I head to the restroom, grabbing some clothes in the way in there. Today I am wearing black jeans, a white hip-hugging long sleeve shirt, and a black shirt over that, can't forget, my boots!!! Always have to have my boots. I look at my hair. I comb it out and pull it into a side ponytail again. I place a skull and crossbone bow in my hair. After that, I do my make up, heavy and dark. I look at myself in the mirror and decide to wear some cherry red lipstick. It fits my pale complexion really well. And my black nail polish, almost black hair, complements all of this. I look good. My eyes flicker down to my phone. Mike is calling me.
"What is it, Schmidt?" I anwer, sort of snippy. I feel pissed off today.
"Just letting you know, Enrique is here." Mike responds.
"Thought so. Oh well. I will be in after a bit." I reply.
"This kid always leaves without you..." Mike sighs.
"Yeah, I know. Sometimes, I regret taking him into custody." I admit and hang up. I shove my phone in my pocket and grab my coat, weapon belt, and keys for work. I've become quite a bitch again, ever since I got raped about 2 weeks ago. Low life scum has nothing better to do than rape people, his dick should be fucking chopped off. I head to work, fucking cold out. I hate this. I listen to music on the way "Insane" by Eminem, perfect. Perfect music to describe me, honestly. Because I am insane.
Finally, I arrive at Freddy's and head inside. It is fucking cold in here, too. Jesus, does the boss not care about anything? I am keeping my coat on. Mike walks over to me.
"Hey, where is the kid at?" I ask.
"Well, right now he is around visiting the animatronics. You know, if you need help taking care of him, Nico or I would be happy to take him a few nights a week." Mike offers.
"I may take y'all up on that offer. Who knows, I may sign him over to Nico. I can't cuddle with him in bed, it is awkward. He is only about 4 or 5 years younger than me so that seems like a relationship to me, that is the last thing I want. Maddox was fine in his older suit, I don't see why he changed but whatever. I miss him being there with me as a cuddle buddy, because he was fucking little." I explain.
"Jeez... Calm down..." Mike puts his hands up.
"I think I will pass on the calming down." I snap and walk to my office. I plop down in my chair and grab the tablet and Carl the cupcake. Too bad he is only a plush, he would be interesting to talk to. I hold him in my lap and begin monitoring the place. I kick my feet up and shiver a bit. Man, it is cold in here...
"Hi Krystal." I look to my left to see BonBon there.
"Hey BonBon." I reply.
"You look really pretty in red lipstick and dark hair." He complements me.
"Thank you." I reply with a small smile.
"Can I hug you?" BonBon asks. He seems to be a bit... Emotional right now. I walk over to him and hug him. He wraps his arms around my torso, hugging me. I tighten my arms around his shoulders as he burries his face in my neck. I blush lightly.
"You smell so good." He whispers.
"Thanks BonBon." I reply.
"Not a problem." BonBon murmurs. We still have not stopped hugging each other. This is warming, I don't want to let go yet.
"Feeling emotional, BonBon?" I ask.
"No, I can just tell you miss Maddox." BonBon answers.
"Shut up..." I whisper.
"I know, I am sorry." He responds.
"Where is Bonnie?" I ask.
"With Bones. I don't see why he spends so much time with her. She is 15, he is too old for her." BonBon answers.
"Yeah, he is too old for her." I agree.
"He should have just asked you out." BonBon replies.
"Nah, I am not worth a relationship." I blush a bit.
"You are very worth a relationship, missy. Never think your not. You just need to find the right guy." BonBon gently rubs my back as we hug.
"Or animatronic. I'm pansexual BonBon." I reply.
"Oh! Interesting." I can feel him smile. I can't help but smile.
"You're sweet, BonBon." I whisper.
"Question, if I kissed you, would that red lipstick be on me?" He asks.
"Nope. Its one that doesn't come of easy unless water and soap is appli- W-Wait, why?" I look at him with wide eyes.
"Just a question, silly. Plus, I've always seen lipstick come off during kissing and all that." BonBon responds.
"Well, I spend a lot of money on my make up, so it better not come off." I reply with a giggle.
"Red lipstick suits you. You have really beautiful pale skin. I prefer pale skin over tan skin anyhow." BonBon whispers.
"Yeah, I am the same way. I find pale skin attractive." I smile. He smiles as well.
"So, do you miss Maddox?" BonBon wonders.
"Yeah, but I loved it when he was little. Keep this between us, BonBon..." I murmur.
"Why did you like it when he was little?" He asks.
"Because, he was my cuddle buddy. My everything. I could actually hold him instead of someone holding me since I am so stinking short." I reply.
"You are just fun sized." BonBon laughs. I giggle and smile. Suddenly, this weird shadow of sadness overcomes me. I narrow my eyes and let go of BonBon.
"What is it? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... Krystal..." BonBon places his hand under my chin and pulls my face up to look at him.
"I-Its not you BonBon... I-I don't know what it is..." I admit.
"A-Are you sure it is not what I said?" He asks.
"I am sure. I find fun sized to be correct." I reply.
"Okay, darlin'. I just wanted to make sure it is not what I had said..." BonBon responds.
"If it was what you said, I'd make sure you know never to say it again." I answer.
"Woah, lots of love going on in here." I turn to see Enrique come in the right door.
"How come your not with Darwin? You're normally with him all the time." I ask.
"He told me he wanted to be alone. He is acting funny..." Enrique murmurs.
"Stay here, I'll be back." I walk out and head to the fun junction. Son of a fuck it is freezing in here!!!! Darwin looks at me, he looks really tired.
"Hey, big guy. You alright?" I ask.
"I am just so tired... We need more than 12am-6am to rest... Especially running around with all those kids... Everything." Darwin answers.
"Come, we can talk to Mike about it." I grab his hand, holy fuck he is cold.
"Darwin, you are super cold..." I mention. His eyes turn black and he falls on his chest.
"SOMEONE HELP!!!!!!" I call for help. Soon, Mike, Nico and Enrique walk in here. Enrique runs to Darwin and holds his head up, petting him with a very concerned look.
"Jesus, it is freezing in here." Nico points out.
"I know. Mike, come, we need to call the boss and discuss this with her. It is going to kill these animatronics. Don't you know that electronics can't really function well in cold?" I ask.
"I know... Come on, we will call the boss. Nico, stay with Enrique in case he wakes." Mike says to her. We walk out and head to his office. He picks up his phone and begins to call the boss. I look at his desk and notice a photo, someone wearing glasses and beautiful messy, dark hair. Hmm, is this him? Damn, if so, puberty got him good.
"Alright, thanks." Mike says after a while of talking.
"Everything sorted out?" I ask.
"Yeah, she is going to have the entire building heated. So, we will have some high heat in here." Mike responds.
"Is this you?" I pick up the picture and show him.
"Yeah... Put it down, it is embarassing..." Mike replies.
"Man, puberty did you good." I admit.
"Mmmm... Puberty did you good as well. And that red lipstick is really helping..." He bites his lower lip and winks at me.
"Oh Mike, don't try too hard." I wink. He walks over to me and places his hands on my hips.
"Don't make me try too hard." He murmurs.
"Ha, Mike... No." I wink and walk out. I head to the main room and find Freddy there. He looks at me, giving me a dirty look.
"Knock it off with your fucking dirty looks, Fazbear." I snap.
"I'll give you all the dirty looks I want, Winchester." He snaps back.
"I don't see what the fuck your deal is with me, but whatever it is, let's solve this shit." I crack my knuckles.
"You really want to fight me, Winchester? I can take you down at an instant." Freddy walks up to me. I pull out my tazer.
"Bring it, Fazbear." I snap. He slaps me in the face and smacks the tazer out of my hand then places his hand over my neck, squeezing and holding me up, taking away my air. I kick around and kick him in the face so he releases. He drops me and I tackle him, straddle over him and point my gun at him.
"Ya really going to shoot me, Winchester?" Freddy asks. I look down at him and he smacks the gun out of my hand and pins me down.
"What the fuck did I do? What was I supposed to do? Darwin hurt you, I know, okay? For fucks sake, I'm sorry but I couldn't do shit." I snap.
"That was my problem, you didn't even fucking apologize to me." Freddy answers.
"That's it?!! You were mad because I wouldn't apologize?" I yell.
"Krystal, you were just so cold hearted. I hate it because you had to be the nicest person I know. I know you got hurt but jesus, don't take it out on me, at least. I am the one who had helped you, not hurt you." Freddy responds.
"I'm sorry, okay? It is just hard to trust anyone..." I reply.
"Yeah well, you know I'd never hurt you." Freddy whispers.
"I know, I am a fuck up..." I sigh.
"No you're not. I forgive you, just don't be so cold hearted anymore..." Freddy responds.
"I know." I answer.
"Right, well, enjoy the rest of your night." Freddy helps me up.
"Thanks." I reply. I walk away and rub my head. I walk to the fun junction to Nico and Enrique.
"Nico, could you do me a favor?" I ask.
"What is it?" She looks at me.
"Could you or Mike take Enrique for the night?" I wonder.
"What?! Why?" Enrique asks.
"Because, I need a fucking break from you, okay? This whole leaving without me shit is getting really fucking old, Enrique. I know you have a knife but it's cold in there, we can't snuggle because it is so fucking awkward and shit and you just never stay." I snap.
"Krystal, I only sleep on the fucking couch to respect you as a fucking woman. But obviously, you don't fucking see it. I'd gladly fucking cuddle with you for warmth but I respect you as a god damn woman!" Enrique snaps.
"Enrique, you will come with me for tonight. Krystal, I have a surprise for you." Nico grabs my hand and pulls me along with her. Surprise? What could possibly be a surprise? Nico opens the door in the storage room and I find Maddox's old body there, sitting at the table with his head down.
"Go talk to him, I'll leave you at it." She whispers, walking out and closing the door. I walk over to him and stand in front of him, he doesn't look at me.
"Maddox..." I whisper. He looks at me with sad, blue teddy bear eyes.
"I know you missed me..." He whispers.
"I did, I still do. I miss you every second of every day. Trust me. Did you do this just for me?" I ask.
"Yes." Maddox nods and holds out his arms. I lift him into my arms and hug him to me, crying.
"Do you want to go home with me?" I wonder.
"Please." He responds. I nod and carry him to Mike's office. It is only 4am but we have a lot to catch up on.
"Krystal, woah. I see you and Maddox are back to normal." Mike points out.
"Yeah, but I was wondering if I could go home with him now. We have a lot to catch up on." I explain. Mike nods and I head to my office with Maddox in my arms, grab my things and leave with Maddox. We listen to "Empire Ants" by Gorillaz on the way home then when we get home, I change into pj pants and a t-shirt and lie in bed with him, listening to "Safe" by Westlife. He snuggles to me. Now this feels right...
TO BE CONTINUED IN CHAPTER 8...